Thursday, September 30, 2010

Yesterday, went to Telok Gadong, Sport Avenue to see Serene, BK, Lim, SK, Wind, Jason, Joel and his friends play badminton. Waiting for them to play finish and go yum cha. Went Sentosa's Mamaz for yum cha around 11pm.. Total of 9 person.. Chit chatting. Quite fun.. Hehehe.. Ended at 12am.

Mum knew I gonna go home late. So she asked me to sleep at friend's house. After yum cha, went Xuan house. Staying at her house, overnight.

We chit chat quite a lot of stuff.. Her life, my life.. Her future, my future.. A lot la.. Hahaha.. NEver talk so much for quite a long time.. Hehehe.. We chit chat until she fall

Friday, September 17, 2010

I Want Everything To Be Back As Usual..

Why.. Somehow... I feels... Something is different like it used to be.. ='(


Dont like this feeling... 
Totally hate it..
I dont know how to attain it back..
If I could, I would love to do so.. 
And willing to do anything for it.. =(

If I have one wish right now, I would like to turn back everything to be usual... =(

Thursday, September 16, 2010

他.....一个人

每当我看着他的背景,我觉得他很可怜。好想没人会理他,没人跟他讲话,没人跟他聊天,没人跟他商量,没人尊敬他,没人要听他的。就很孤独的过日子。。。却有时当我看着他,对着他时,觉得他很自私,很霸道。。。什么都要随着他。有时还会讨厌他。。很想知道他是怎样过日子的?一个人过日子又是怎样的?有想过要去了解他的个人,但每当我们单独的时候,我却说不出口。我们就像陌生人一样。。。。

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

=|

孟婆汤。 。 。

孟婆汤。 。 。

孟婆汤。 。 。

孟婆汤。 。 。

孟婆汤。 。 。

孟婆汤。 。 。

孟婆汤。 。 。







End.

Friday, September 10, 2010

等你等到我心碎



在这美丽的夜里, 等你等到我心碎 
怎么不见旧爱侣, 问问为何我空虚 

是我错失的字句, 把你伤透我不对 
今晚请你念过去, 来将心窝占据 

让我继续等下去, 等你等到我心碎 
星星今晚伴我醉, 就像同情我空虚 
又在雨中等你, 痴痴的我已心碎 
眼眶的雨渐引退, 人消失风里去 

等你等你等你 一世一世等你
我真的真的不愿舍弃 
很想当天的一切能回味 

想你想你苦痛, 等你等到心痛,
无情的北风将我吹送 
孤孤单单的我有点冻 

在这冷漠的夜里, 等你等到我心碎 
始终不见旧爱侣, 寂寞别愁各一堆 

是我错失的字句, 把你伤透我不对 
今晚请你念过去, 来将心窝占据 

等你等你等你 一世一世等你
我真的真的不愿舍弃 
很想当天的一切能回味 

想你想你苦痛, 等你等到心痛,
无情的北风将我吹送 
孤孤单单的我有点冻 

让我继续等下去, 等你等到我心碎 
星星今晚伴我醉, 就像同情我空虚 
又在雨中等你, 痴痴的我心已碎 
眼眶的雨渐引退, 人消失风里去










Wednesday, September 8, 2010

你知道吗?
我讨厌你避开我的感觉。。。
真的,真的很讨厌!!
我不想再这样下去。。。
因为很难受!! 

我们可以像以前那样吗?
做回好朋友。。。
什么都说的那一种。。。
求求你!!!
='( 


请你不要不理我!!!



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See the red spot?
Feels so itchy right now.
But I cannot scratch it..
Sobsss.. Sobsss..
=(

='(


Feels like wanna cry right now...
But my tears just wont drop...
Who wanna make me cry?
='(

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

BAD DAY of the year!!!

6 September 2010 is the BAD DAY of the year!!!

Wake up at 7.30am (force to wake...). Get ready. Was thinking of taking money from Matt for Dogs to see Vet. Walked outside to stop him (going office already). Before I ask, he asked me to cook today. I did not plan to cook as I know today will be very busy. So kinda lazy to cook. I rejected it but he insisted wanna eat at home tonight. At last, I said OK. Was stone when found out that I did not ask money from him, was only busy talking about the cook. Finally, mum gave me the money for vet.

Prepared to drive my parents out for breakfast and drop them at office. Planned to go college yesterday. Promised Serene to meet her and ask Ms Hannah about the BIS Assignment together. So went home, took my laptop and go. Drive all the way out to Setia Alam. Guess what? Whole Klang jam like hell. Jam until here. Felt so lazy to go and those questions can be ask tomorrow when attend class. So I turn back, went McD. Sat there online while waiting for Giant to open. 10.30am, went Giant. Bought some stuff to cook. Drive home. Checked if I have enough ingredient to cook(Need to buy "lap cheon" and a cabbage).

Brought Casper and Moonie along this time. I was dilemma. Dont know which to do first. Thought of going market first cause it was almost 12pm. Afraid market might have close. Another hand, I thought of bringing them to vet first cause afraid if I bring them to market, they might lost or get stolen. Finally, decided to go market first. Try my luck. So drive all the way to Meru big market.

Wow.. I dare dare lock my dogs inside the car  and went down to buy some vege and pork. Suddenly, my car alarm rang. I scared till death. Thought something happen (Got stolen or my dogs press something). Quickly, I ran to my car. Market are called wet market cause their floor are wet. Ran.. (Legs and pants got dirty for running at WET market) Owhhhh... Those smelly, stinky water.. I hate it!!! Arghh... Reached my car. Nothing happen. It was my dogs that cause the alarm to rang. ==" Great! Now my pants get dirty.

Leaving market. Followed a Mercedes. The stupid drive doesnt know where she wanna go. Later, wanna turn right. Head turn half way. Reverse. Now, wanna park left. Head turn left already. Thought I can pass her first by going right lane. Manatau... She turn right also. Almost bang into her. (Started to pek chek..)

By having all black dots at my backside. (LOL!!). I still got to bring them for vet. A few people in there. Luckily, not much people. Just a few. Was so ashamed to have my pants dirtied. Trying to avoid it by using bags to close my backside. (Swt..!!) Stucked my backside on the chair. Did not stand up until my turn. (LOL..!) Luckily, again. I'm the last to go in. I mean Casper and Moonie to go in. Dropped them home. Have a quick bath.

Fetched dad out for lunch at 1.30pm. He wanted to go Klang Town. Klang Town was jam like hell.. 2pm already jam like Office hour. (OMG..) Was hungry. Was frustrated. Plus heavy jam. Jam until the restaurant. Had lunch at 2.30pm. Dad said wanna go for hair cut (nearby restaurant). So I told him, I will go collect grandma's clothes while waiting for him to done. Thought of  not wasting time. I went. But then I change my mind after see all those jam. Doesnt want to stuck in jam. Told dad. But dad insisted me to go collect it. So I went to collect. Before he went for hair cut, asked money for paying grandma's clothes. I told him RM80, he gave me RM30 and walked away. Arghhh..!!

Ok, fine. Nevermind. It's okay. Can asked another time. So I went to collect. Jam all the way there. Jam almost half an hour but is just a few kilometer away. Jam until there, no parking. Cause now raya, all the malays coming out for shopping. So, I gave up. Thought of collect it after Raya. Tired of all the jam. Went back to the restaurant to pick dad. I accidentally go by the wrong way. It is one way but I thought two way. So I went in.. Only then I realise is ONE way. I can't U-turn (limited space) so I had to keep going. Parked behind a car. Waiting for those car to passby. Thought of quickly drive through the place when no car come. Finally, no car come. When I was about to turn out, I scratches the car that I parked behind just now.

I was so afraid at that time. At the same time, dad called me whether if I had done collecting. And my phone battery was running out. Afraid dad couldnt find me, afraid I couldnt call for help. Went down to see our car. The car got no scratches. Mine worst. Scratch from front to behind. There were a couple stand beside the car. I asked them if is their car. They said no. So, I drove off. (>< Sorry... ) Waiting for dad to walk over.

I thought "finally, I can go home." But who knows? Dad asked me to drove him to Hokkien Association there to buy some sand for his gardening. (Klang town jam lar!! JAM!!! Pek chek..) While driving, I was so angry. So pissed. Wanted to cry so so so badly.  But I hold on.. Reached the nursery place. Felt like wanna sms someone to release the anger while waiting for dad to buy. (Getting more anger..) Typing half way, PHONE OUT OF BATTERY!!!! (Arghhhh...) Went down to help dad (Even more anger...!!). I STEPPED ON SHIT!!! (See I pek chek or not?!?) Totally, speechless. Washed and went back home. Sorry, JAM home.

In car, dad requested me to cook fish ball soup. Called back, asked grandma to took out all the fish ball to defrost. While driving, my tear.. drops... >< Reach home at 4.20pm. Put soup to boil. Took Joanne's photo. Went office to do the scanning. Things started to get smooths. Scan. Crop. Send. Done by 6pm, dinner time.

Went up car, saw my petrol left last bar and it's BLINKING. Was so so afraid that it does not have enough petrol for me to reach petrol station. Quickly I fetch mum and together go to the Shell nearby. (Thank god..!! I had enough petrol to reach..) Told mum the whole story. About the accident I made too.. She did not scold me but was laughing. (Lol.. Thank god again. If not, I "habis"..)

Reach home at 6.30pm. Not even got the chance to rest. I got to start cooking. (It's late!! My dad eats at 6pm, duh..!!) Soup is ready - Grandma helped to boiled.. Prepared some ingredient and started to cook. Cooked a fried rice and a vege. Simple one this week. >< Done by 7.15pm. Sit and eat together. Was so tired. So grumpy.

Finish my dinner. Leaving everything for maid to wash. Cant help already. Dying... Leg pain, back pain and headache. Rest awhile. Rest until fall asleep (15mins). Felt so lazy to bath. But of course I bath too. Watch PPS while blew hair. Online, facebook. Check my Blackboard and Emails. And now blogging for my BAD DAY of the year.

<3 "Bad day will over and good day will come tomorrow". <3



A bit long today. Hehe.. Good night.. =)

The End..

Monday, September 6, 2010

会不会?

我 会 不 会 想 太 多 ?
我 会 不 会 做 太 多 ?
我 会 不 会 很 傻 ?


*叹 气 *
很 烦 。 。 。 
不 想 再 想 了 ! ! 


想 大 哭 一 场, 就 算 。 。 。  
却 哭 不 出 ! ! ><

Thursday, September 2, 2010

哇塞!!!
今天差一点点就踏出线...
危险到...

幸好我手脚快,
来得及收起脚步...  

不然,我还真的不懂会变成怎样...
哈哈哈!!!  
=D

睡觉喽!!!
晚安...
:-)