Waiting for the End (Official HD)

Yesterday, went to Telok Gadong, Sport Avenue to see Serene, BK, Lim, SK, Wind, Jason, Joel and his friends play badminton. Waiting for them to play finish and go yum cha. Went Sentosa's Mamaz for yum cha around 11pm.. Total of 9 person.. Chit chatting. Quite fun.. Hehehe.. Ended at 12am.

Mum knew I gonna go home late. So she asked me to sleep at friend's house. After yum cha, went Xuan house. Staying at her house, overnight.

We chit chat quite a lot of stuff.. Her life, my life.. Her future, my future.. A lot la.. Hahaha.. NEver talk so much for quite a long time.. Hehehe.. We chit chat until she fall

I Want Everything To Be Back As Usual..

Why.. Somehow... I feels... Something is different like it used to be.. ='(

Dont like this feeling... 

Totally hate it..

I dont know how to attain it back..

If I could, I would love to do so.. 

And willing to do anything for it.. =(

If I have one wish right now, I would like to turn back everything to be usual... =(

他.....一个人

每当我看着他的背景，我觉得他很可怜。好想没人会理他，没人跟他讲话，没人跟他聊天，没人跟他商量，没人尊敬他，没人要听他的。就很孤独的过日子。。。却有时当我看着他，对着他时，觉得他很自私，很霸道。。。什么都要随着他。有时还会讨厌他。。很想知道他是怎样过日子的？一个人过日子又是怎样的？有想过要去了解他的个人，但每当我们单独的时候，我却说不出口。我们就像陌生人一样。。。。

=|

孟婆汤。 。 。

孟婆汤。 。 。

孟婆汤。 。 。

孟婆汤。 。 。

孟婆汤。 。 。

孟婆汤。 。 。

孟婆汤。 。 。

End.

等你等到我心碎

在这美丽的夜里, 等你等到我心碎 

怎么不见旧爱侣, 问问为何我空虚 

是我错失的字句, 把你伤透我不对 

今晚请你念过去, 来将心窝占据 

让我继续等下去, 等你等到我心碎 

星星今晚伴我醉, 就像同情我空虚 

又在雨中等你, 痴痴的我已心碎 

眼眶的雨渐引退, 人消失风里去 

等你等你等你 一世一世等你

我真的真的不愿舍弃 

很想当天的一切能回味 

想你想你苦痛, 等你等到心痛,

无情的北风将我吹送 

孤孤单单的我有点冻 

在这冷漠的夜里, 等你等到我心碎 

始终不见旧爱侣, 寂寞别愁各一堆 

是我错失的字句, 把你伤透我不对 

今晚请你念过去, 来将心窝占据 

等你等你等你 一世一世等你

我真的真的不愿舍弃 

很想当天的一切能回味 

想你想你苦痛, 等你等到心痛,

无情的北风将我吹送 

孤孤单单的我有点冻 

让我继续等下去, 等你等到我心碎 

星星今晚伴我醉, 就像同情我空虚 

又在雨中等你, 痴痴的我心已碎 

眼眶的雨渐引退, 人消失风里去

你知道吗?

我讨厌你避开我的感觉。。。

真的，真的很讨厌！！

我不想再这样下去。。。

因为很难受！！ 

我们可以像以前那样吗?

做回好朋友。。。

什么都说的那一种。。。

求求你！！！

='( 


请你不要不理我！！！

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See the red spot?

Feels so itchy right now.

But I cannot scratch it..

Sobsss.. Sobsss..

=(

='(

Feels like wanna cry right now...

But my tears just wont drop...

Who wanna make me cry?

='(

BAD DAY of the year!!!

6 September 2010 is the BAD DAY of the year!!!

Wake up at 7.30am (force to wake...). Get ready. Was thinking of taking money from Matt for Dogs to see Vet. Walked outside to stop him (going office already). Before I ask, he asked me to cook today. I did not plan to cook as I know today will be very busy. So kinda lazy to cook. I rejected it but he insisted wanna eat at home tonight. At last, I said OK. Was stone when found out that I did not ask money from him, was only busy talking about the cook. Finally, mum gave me the money for vet.

Prepared to drive my parents out for breakfast and drop them at office. Planned to go college yesterday. Promised Serene to meet her and ask Ms Hannah about the BIS Assignment together. So went home, took my laptop and go. Drive all the way out to Setia Alam. Guess what? Whole Klang jam like hell. Jam until here. Felt so lazy to go and those questions can be ask tomorrow when attend class. So I turn back, went McD. Sat there online while waiting for Giant to open. 10.30am, went Giant. Bought some stuff to cook. Drive home. Checked if I have enough ingredient to cook(Need to buy "lap cheon" and a cabbage).

Brought Casper and Moonie along this time. I was dilemma. Dont know which to do first. Thought of going market first cause it was almost 12pm. Afraid market might have close. Another hand, I thought of bringing them to vet first cause afraid if I bring them to market, they might lost or get stolen. Finally, decided to go market first. Try my luck. So drive all the way to Meru big market.

Wow.. I dare dare lock my dogs inside the car  and went down to buy some vege and pork. Suddenly, my car alarm rang. I scared till death. Thought something happen (Got stolen or my dogs press something). Quickly, I ran to my car. Market are called wet market cause their floor are wet. Ran.. (Legs and pants got dirty for running at WET market) Owhhhh... Those smelly, stinky water.. I hate it!!! Arghh... Reached my car. Nothing happen. It was my dogs that cause the alarm to rang. ==" Great! Now my pants get dirty.

Leaving market. Followed a Mercedes. The stupid drive doesnt know where she wanna go. Later, wanna turn right. Head turn half way. Reverse. Now, wanna park left. Head turn left already. Thought I can pass her first by going right lane. Manatau... She turn right also. Almost bang into her. (Started to pek chek..)

By having all black dots at my backside. (LOL!!). I still got to bring them for vet. A few people in there. Luckily, not much people. Just a few. Was so ashamed to have my pants dirtied. Trying to avoid it by using bags to close my backside. (Swt..!!) Stucked my backside on the chair. Did not stand up until my turn. (LOL..!) Luckily, again. I'm the last to go in. I mean Casper and Moonie to go in. Dropped them home. Have a quick bath.

Fetched dad out for lunch at 1.30pm. He wanted to go Klang Town. Klang Town was jam like hell.. 2pm already jam like Office hour. (OMG..) Was hungry. Was frustrated. Plus heavy jam. Jam until the restaurant. Had lunch at 2.30pm. Dad said wanna go for hair cut (nearby restaurant). So I told him, I will go collect grandma's clothes while waiting for him to done. Thought of  not wasting time. I went. But then I change my mind after see all those jam. Doesnt want to stuck in jam. Told dad. But dad insisted me to go collect it. So I went to collect. Before he went for hair cut, asked money for paying grandma's clothes. I told him RM80, he gave me RM30 and walked away. Arghhh..!!

Ok, fine. Nevermind. It's okay. Can asked another time. So I went to collect. Jam all the way there. Jam almost half an hour but is just a few kilometer away. Jam until there, no parking. Cause now raya, all the malays coming out for shopping. So, I gave up. Thought of collect it after Raya. Tired of all the jam. Went back to the restaurant to pick dad. I accidentally go by the wrong way. It is one way but I thought two way. So I went in.. Only then I realise is ONE way. I can't U-turn (limited space) so I had to keep going. Parked behind a car. Waiting for those car to passby. Thought of quickly drive through the place when no car come. Finally, no car come. When I was about to turn out, I scratches the car that I parked behind just now.

I was so afraid at that time. At the same time, dad called me whether if I had done collecting. And my phone battery was running out. Afraid dad couldnt find me, afraid I couldnt call for help. Went down to see our car. The car got no scratches. Mine worst. Scratch from front to behind. There were a couple stand beside the car. I asked them if is their car. They said no. So, I drove off. (>< Sorry... ) Waiting for dad to walk over.

I thought "finally, I can go home." But who knows? Dad asked me to drove him to Hokkien Association there to buy some sand for his gardening. (Klang town jam lar!! JAM!!! Pek chek..) While driving, I was so angry. So pissed. Wanted to cry so so so badly.  But I hold on.. Reached the nursery place. Felt like wanna sms someone to release the anger while waiting for dad to buy. (Getting more anger..) Typing half way, PHONE OUT OF BATTERY!!!! (Arghhhh...) Went down to help dad (Even more anger...!!). I STEPPED ON SHIT!!! (See I pek chek or not?!?) Totally, speechless. Washed and went back home. Sorry, JAM home.

In car, dad requested me to cook fish ball soup. Called back, asked grandma to took out all the fish ball to defrost. While driving, my tear.. drops... >< Reach home at 4.20pm. Put soup to boil. Took Joanne's photo. Went office to do the scanning. Things started to get smooths. Scan. Crop. Send. Done by 6pm, dinner time.

Went up car, saw my petrol left last bar and it's BLINKING. Was so so afraid that it does not have enough petrol for me to reach petrol station. Quickly I fetch mum and together go to the Shell nearby. (Thank god..!! I had enough petrol to reach..) Told mum the whole story. About the accident I made too.. She did not scold me but was laughing. (Lol.. Thank god again. If not, I "habis"..)

Reach home at 6.30pm. Not even got the chance to rest. I got to start cooking. (It's late!! My dad eats at 6pm, duh..!!) Soup is ready - Grandma helped to boiled.. Prepared some ingredient and started to cook. Cooked a fried rice and a vege. Simple one this week. >< Done by 7.15pm. Sit and eat together. Was so tired. So grumpy.

Finish my dinner. Leaving everything for maid to wash. Cant help already. Dying... Leg pain, back pain and headache. Rest awhile. Rest until fall asleep (15mins). Felt so lazy to bath. But of course I bath too. Watch PPS while blew hair. Online, facebook. Check my Blackboard and Emails. And now blogging for my BAD DAY of the year.

<3 "Bad day will over and good day will come tomorrow". <3

A bit long today. Hehe.. Good night.. =)

The End..

会不会?

我 会 不 会 想 太 多 ?
我 会 不 会 做 太 多 ?
我 会 不 会 很 傻 ?


*叹 气 *
很 烦 。 。 。 
不 想 再 想 了 ！ ！ 


想 大 哭 一 场， 就 算 。 。 。  
却 哭 不 出 ！ ！ ><

哇塞!!!

今天差一点点就踏出线...

危险到...

幸好我手脚快,

来得及收起脚步...  

不然，我还真的不懂会变成怎样...

哈哈哈!!!  

=D

睡觉喽!!!

晚安...

:-)

Broga Hills

I went Broga Hills with my loveable friends today. Wake up at 3.30am with Serene.. Fetch Alex and Pheh (Hard to find.. Hehehe…) Meet Caleb and Jia Wei at Joel house and went to Broga Hills.

Before reaching to the highway, Caleb’s car tyre buncit.. Hahaha… All the guys did some “hand warm up” by helping to change the tyre.. xD Then went to fetch Jas. Dropped by Petronas for washroom and bought some “breakfast” before heading to Broga..

Reach Broga about 6.15am… Change to shoe.. And start climbing.. Climbed half way, I cannot stand it anymore. Rested. Puked also.. Puked all the chipsmore which bought from Petronas. >< Asked Jas and Caleb to go 1^st.. [Had the feeling of Im like JTan… xD] Cause Im kinda a slow poke.. Don’t wanna make them fail to see sun rise… But they insist to stay with me.

*Here, I wanna Thanks u two for not leaving me alone.. And keep pushing me up.. Hahaha… =D*

I sat on a big rock with Jas. Chit chatting while waiting for Caleb to search for others. He came back with car key. Finally, leave me alone too.. Hahaha *JK* (Doesn’t Matter)..

Still sitting on the same rock.. Waiting for others to come down. While waiting, I looked at others to climb up and down the mountain and snap some scenery photos... Saw a group of people.. Very funny.. One of them said they should have a McD up at the hills. LOL.. He must be hungry already. Hahaha… Some said build lift… Some said build cable.. Hahaha… In my heart, I said they should build an accommodation.. So people get to stay to see both sun rise and sun set.. LOL!!!... Helped the funny group of people to snap their group photos. Hehehe…

Done with resting. Ass are in pain. And nothing to do. So thought of continue climbing.. Try to meet some of them.. Climbed half way, saw them.. So came down.. LOL… Almost fall a few times will coming down. I was worried if I fall, I might bang on to others.. Luckily no fall.. Hahaha..

*Even though I did not climb as much as others. But Im satisfied. Happy with what I achieved. Hehehe… And.. Had a good experience and long lasting memories. Would love to go again some other time.. =D*

By the time, we reach down. My legs are already in pain and weak.. Hehehe… Rested a while. Then 6 people sit in one car. Lol.. Squeeze in.. Hehehe… Back and ass pain for not get to lay back. Hahaha… Went to Subang Jaya to meet up Caleb.

After that, went to Bukit Raja there to had BKT… Bak Kut Teh..!!! =D Everyone was so hungry.. Order two 3 person’s BKT.. 7 people ate 12 bowls of rice.. Hahaha.. Cause all the guys ate 2 plates of rices.. LOL…  Geng! =D

After breakfast, all like dying.. All went home.. I had to drop Serene at her house 1^st before I can go home. Wow… She brought me to the place I never go before.. I don’t know what the place called also. I only know that need to pass by Bukit Jeluntong. Hahaha… The place so mountain also.. Next time, can just go her house there climb.. LOL!!

Went home after that.. Reach home.. Bath.. Online.. Fall asleep.. Hahaha… Sleep till 5pm..

Before I was fully awake, bro walked in. Showing me his new 5D Mark 2…with what L lens, what wide lens.. Lol… Don’t know lar.. I thought I was dreaming.. Manatau is real.. Swt.. He is insane.. I cant believe Jess let him to buy.. Hahaha… Is cool but heavy also.. Hahaha… Gonna snap some photos tmr at Kuala Selangor.. Hahaha…

Went for dinner.. 2^nd round of BKT.. Climb one mountain, eat twice BKT.. Lol… Gone.. All gone… ><

Came back, walked my babies with bro.. We brought them to the pond near my house for them to swimming. I guess they hate swimming.. But the way they swim is cute.. Lol… xD Bath them one by one.. Bath myself.. Online.. And now blogging..

Done!! Going to sleep. Tired + headache.. Got to wake up at 8am tmr.. >< Hehehe… Good night… =D

(Picture will upload some other time..)

不可以做的事！ ！ ！

好怀念以前每天跟他叽叽喳喳日子。。。

我 记得以前我们几乎天天都在SMS的，MSN的 。。。

可是，现在呢?

偶尔才讲那一两句话。。。

怎么会这样?

发生了什么事?！?

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不 ！ 

不可以！ 

不可以想！！

也不可以怀念！！！ 

[我今天怎么会那么突然的在想?！?]

>.<

The true story of Hachiko the faithful dog

Mari, A Loyal Dog ='(

Sometimes, I really think dogs are everyones best friend.

In a weird way I find it interesting how DOG spelled backwards is GOD!

I mean, God is love and DOGS JUST LOVE!!!

I mean dogs are always there, always waiting for you, always serving, always fun, always loving, and just loving animals =)
If you have a dog at home, love them for they loved you till the very end.

Hello World!

Hey, my name is Josephine Tan Ee Ping. All my friends call me Jo for short. I'm 19 years old and I'm from Klang, Selangor, Malaysia. I'm the youngest child in the family. I have an elder brother and an elder sister. And I have 3 dogs, Westie. 

Currently, I'm studying Pre-Major which also known as Bachelor of Commerce at Subang Campus. I had decided to take a double major course, Finance + "Something". I couldn't decide which to take, Accounting + Finance or Finance + Marketing. Hopefully, I can decide it as soon as possible and try my best to achieve good grades.

My hobbies are surfing the net, listening to music, reading ghost stories and spending time with my dogs. And I'm interested in spending time with family and friends, baking and spiritual. xD 

That's all. =D


This post is for my BIS worksheet 2.. 

Being Stupid!!! T.T

Sometimes, I really dont understand...

Why must u ask me to buy stuff all the time..?

Why me?

 Why not others?

I really dont understand that..!!

Why not just ask dad to buy DIRECTLY..?

Why?... 

Afraid of spending dad's money?!?

Dad is the one who is responsible for it..

NOT ME!!!

If he doesnt want to buy, end up I had to pay for it..

I wanna end this...!

How I wish you just stop asking me to......

But I cant do that..

Ish...

Hate myself~!!! T.T

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

3 Times A Day.. xD

Wow.. 

1st time in my life.. 

I walk in McD 3 times a day.. 

Sorry, 

Not a day. 

Is within 12hours. 

LOL!!! 

xD

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Had Fillet-O-Fish set for Brunch...

Had GCB set for Dinner...

and..

Had Sundae Cone for Supper...

LOL..!!

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That's it..!! 

No more McD for this week... 

xD

My plan going to destroy.. LOL!!!

Cannot..

Cannot..

Cannot..

Barney, Guide Me Please..

There is a children's TV show called Barney & Friends which I love to watch when I was young. Until now, it is famous among children. Children love to watch this. This series was features the title character Barney, a purple Tyrannosaurus rex who conveys learning through songs and small dance routines with a friendly, optimistic attitude.

I remember, there is a famous song named "If You’re Happy and You Know It". The lyric is:-

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands. (Clap clap)

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands. (Clap clap)

If you're happy and you know it, and you really want to show it,

If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands. (Clap clap)

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Okay. Now I want to ask.

What if I’m sad?

What if I’m mad?

What if I’m frustrated?

What can I do..?

Clap hands also..?

Cook?

Recently, I feels like cooking..

Cooking for dinner.

Dont know why..

Hmmm...

Gonna plan what to cook 1st..

Hahahah..

Still got time until weekend.

Weekend gonna drag parent to market..

To buy stuff that I need..

Hahaha...

Excited.. xD

Let's start planning!!!  =D

Part of The End & The Beginning of My Life

Today will be the end of my holiday. And...
Tomorrow will be the beginning of my degree.
So... Let's say..
Goodbye to my holiday..
And I will be looking forward to you again soon.
Also, Hello to my degree..
I will be with u for the next 3 years.
Let's cooperate and work hard together..
Hehehe..

I'm talking to my holiday and degree.. Insane here. Muahahaha...

Anyway, wish everyone good luck in their degree.. Hope u guys like the course u choose. Hahaha...

Okay... Good night, World.. =D

会让我睡觉的歌。。。 xD

在BBQ前一晚，不知为何我不能睡觉。
只知道在三点半时，我还超有精神的。
还在看PPS，Facebook 和玩Game呢！
><

到七点才甘愿去睡觉。。。
嘻嘻。。嘻嘻。。
因为妈妈七点就起床啦！！！ xD
如果看到我没睡，一定会被她骂的。。。
所以呢...
就假假的躺下去扮睡觉。
哈哈哈！

怎知我还真的睡下去。。 ==“
虽然，是真的睡下去。
但是，我还一直睡，醒，睡，醒。。。
直到九点半。。。
过后，气了！不管了！不想睡了！
就起床喽。。。

就这样，我没再睡了。。。
也因为这样，我头痛了一阵天。。。
也慢慢的就越来越痛。。。><
在车上，朋友一直叫我睡。
不是我不要睡，
而是我痛到无法睡觉。。。T.T

但是当收音机在播一首歌的时候，我真的睡了。
是什么歌呢?
那是，周杰伦的“说了再见”！！
超好听的。。。
又平静。。。又和声。。。
再加上他们都在唱~~！！！
哈哈哈。。。
就这样我睡着了一小段路。 xD

我爱你！永远都爱！

＂你干什么呢？好几天都没见了，你忙什么呢？＂女孩给男孩发信息说 

　　十分钟………过去了 

　　半小时…….过去了 

　　１个小时过去了，男孩没有给女孩回信息，女孩感觉很奇怪，以前每次女孩主动给男孩联系，男孩都会很快就给女孩回信息！这次………女孩奇怪的在想为什么？ 

　　女孩在下班回家的路上，终于收到了男孩的短信，可短信的内容叫女孩哭了…… 

　　＂我有点忙，所以刚才没给你回，你干什么呢？＂男孩回 

　　＂你忙什么呢？为什么不理我？我刚下班，在回家的路上！～＂女孩回 

　　＂哦！＂男孩回 

　　女孩看见男孩简单的回答心里更是不理解，＂他在忙什么？在做什么呢？以前在忙他都会给我回的，而且，从来没有过这么简单的回答，从来都不会对我这么冷淡＂女孩想不通也理解不了 

　　＂你到底在忙什么？怎么了？为什么对我这么冷淡？＂女孩回 

　　＂我….我….我今天结婚了！～＂男孩回 

　　＂结婚？结婚？他结婚了，他今天结婚了，为什么？我不相信，他不会结婚的＂女孩想着拨通了男孩的电话 

　　＂喂！＂电话那边传来男孩那熟悉的声音 

　　＂喂！你是不是和我开玩笑啊！３天没见你就结婚了吗？别开这种玩笑！＂女孩说 

　　＂没开玩笑，今天我真的结婚了！对不起！～＂男孩说 

　　＂为什么？我不相信！＂女孩哭着说 

　　＂东，你在干什么啊！他们都走了，你在干什么啊！你要和新娘下楼送客人了！～＂电话那头传来男孩朋友的叫喊 

　　＂马上就去！＂男孩回应朋友 

　　＂对不起，我……我要挂了，你别哭！对不起！……＂男孩说着挂了电话 

　　女孩听着电话那头的＂嘟！嘟….！＂的声音，在也控制不主自己，站在路边哭了起来男孩是女孩的一个网友，彼此已经认识５年了，女孩在见到男孩第一眼时就喜欢上了男孩，男孩比女孩大２岁，身材或长相都和女孩很像配！在朋友中是供认的一对！～女孩给男孩说过，自己喜欢他！男孩也不否认对女孩没有好感！但因为女孩还在上学，就没有答应她！男孩说过，＂等你毕业了，我们就在一起，你就做我的女朋友！～＂女孩深深的记着男孩的这句话！为此她拼命的去学习，在大学５年里，女孩在班里学习永远都是第一！因为她想做最优秀的女孩，因为她认为，只有自己是最优秀的才可以配的上男孩，就这样，男孩整整等了女孩５年！５年来，女孩是学校最优秀的，男孩在公司里也是最出类拔萃的！～就在女孩快要毕业的时候，却接到了男孩结婚的消息！～ 

　　女孩一个人走在这熟悉的路上，看着眼前这所有熟悉的东西，却像一只离群的羊，不知道回家的方向．女孩哭累了，一个人不知不觉的走到了男孩长等她下班时来的ＫＦＣ！女孩看着这熟悉的地方，看着这熟悉的一切！女孩又拨通了男孩的电话！～ 

　　＂喂！＂是一个女孩的声音 

　　女孩害怕的挂断了电话，因为她不知道说什么！她知道那个接电话的女孩就是男孩的新娘！她不知道这样做是不是会叫他们引起误会！就在女孩自责与后悔时，女孩的电话想了！ 

　　＂喂！＂女孩无力的说 

　　＂喂！～刚才我在洗澡了，接电话的是我老婆，你怎么了！为什么挂了电话，你在那？为什么还没回家？＂男孩急切的问 

　　女孩又听到了曾经那熟悉的声音，又听到了那熟悉的关心，又听到了那熟悉的急切！女孩不知道说什么，仿佛一时间，女孩只知道哭！ 

　　＂说话啊！你干什么呢？你听见了吗？你在听我说吗？你在那啊！告诉我，我去找你！～＂男孩没听到女孩回答，着急的问 

　　＂我在你常等我的地方，你别过来，你给姐姐说，刚才我没有别的意思，你别叫她误会！你们别吵架！…….＂女孩哭着说！ 

　　＂你在那等我，哪也别去！.＂男孩说 

　　没等女孩回答，男孩已经挂了电话 

　　女孩坐在ＫＦＣ里等着男孩！手里拿着男孩在她过生日时送的手机连 

　　＂你在干什么？这么晚了，外面下着雨，你不回家你干什么？你知道阿姨他们在找你吗？你这么大了，为什么还这么不懂事？你什么时候才可以叫我放心？你什么时候才可以懂事？＂男孩抓起女孩说 

　　＂我永远都不懂事，我永远都不想张大，我永远都不想叫你放心，我永远都不想没有你在身边！我永远都不想失去你！～＂女孩哭着说 

　　男孩看着女孩已经哭的气不成声，把她抱在了怀里！ 

　　＂对不起！是我不好，是我叫你伤心！是我叫你哭！～＂男孩抱着女孩说 

　　女孩在男孩的怀里哭着，去寻找曾经的气息，去寻找曾经的温暖！去寻找那曾经的幸福感！可女孩找到的只有陌生！女孩明白，现在抱着她的人，已经不在是曾经的那个他了，他已经是别人的老公，他已经是别人的新郎了！女孩想到着一切，自己不在哭了！ 

　　女孩在男孩的怀里站起来！看着男孩和男孩身后的这个漂亮的女孩！～ 

　　＂她就是你的新娘吗？＂女孩对男孩说 

　　＂是！她是婷，就是我今天的新娘！～＂男孩把身后的女孩拉过来说 

　　女孩看着眼前这个漂亮的姐姐，摸摸眼泪说 

　　＂姐姐．你好！对不起！叫你们这么晚还出来找我！对不起！刚才…….你别误会，别和东吵架…….＂女孩像婷解释到 

　　＂别在说了，你不用解释什么，你像东说的一样，真的好漂亮！你们的故事，东都告诉我了，你放心，我不会和他吵架，我不会这么小气的！刚才看到着一切，真的让我明白你对东的爱，其实东真的很爱你，今天我们结婚，我们在一起，其中有好多的无可奈何！他对你有好多好多的不舍和牵挂！他知道你一定会哭，他知道你有多爱他！～别在说对不起！该说对不起的是我，是我介入了你们之间！别在哭了！好妹妹！＂婷对女孩说 

　　＂姐姐！＂女孩听到婷说的话，一时间不知道在说什么 

　　＂擦擦眼泪，我们送你回去吧！～别在哭了，相信姐姐说的，东有好多的无奈，好多的不舍，好多的牵挂！你不可以不懂事，不可以不长大，你不可以不叫他放心，你不可以这样叫他对你有这么多的牵挂！你要学会坚强，你要学会独立！你要学会在没有他在身边自己会快乐！你明白吗？什么人都不可以一辈子都陪着你，什么人都不可以在你身边停留一辈子！你要自己学会一切！在以后的日子里，你要学会怎么去承受所有的不快乐！你要长大！＂婷对女孩说 

　　女孩和男孩还有婷一起回家了，女孩想着刚才婷说的话，她突然感觉，自己不应该只在学习中优秀，也应该在生活中独立！ 

　　三个月后，女孩以最优异的成绩毕业了！男孩在那晚送女孩回家的路上答应她会和婷一起来参加她的毕业典礼！女孩站在台上，却没有看到男孩！在台下坐着的只有爸爸妈妈和婷！他们在开心的为她鼓掌！为她骄傲！ 

　　毕业典礼结束后，女孩跑下台对婷说 

　　＂姐姐，东呢？他怎么没来，为什么只有你自己！他干什么去了啊！～＂ 

　　＂他….＂婷说着在包里拿出了一个兰色信封 

　　＂这是东给你的，你自己看吧！～＂婷说 

　　女孩接过信，看着这个熟悉的信封，是去年情人节时，他们在一个情人小屋买的，信封上是一对快乐的天使，图案上一对天使是刺绣上，非常精致！女孩买下后送给了男孩！男孩接过信封说过＂天使是幸福的代表，我们会像天使一样，永远在一起！无论我们在那！我们都是一对快乐的天使！我们永远是幸福的！如果有天我离开了，我会像天使一样永远陪在你的身边，永远不离开！＂ 

　　女孩插开信 

　　"宝贝！ 

　　对不起！我想你看信的时候，一定已经毕业了吧！～呵呵！恭喜你啊！你终于像你说的，成为最优秀的女孩了啊！～我却已经不能陪你到最后了！却不能在看见你那幸福的笑容了！因为我已经变成天使了！ 

　　宝贝！我从来都没有忘记我曾经说的一切，我从来都没有忘记过我们的约定，我从来都没有想过要放弃你，你知道吗？我是多么多么的不想离开你，多想永远的陪着你，多想在你毕业的时候告诉你我有多爱你，告诉你我不想叫你做我的女朋友，我要你做我一辈子的女人！我是那么那么的想要娶你，我是多么多么的想用我一辈子的时间来陪你，来爱你，可我却做不到了！" 

　　宝贝，就像婷说的，你要学会长大，你要学着懂事，没有我，你一定要更快乐，你一定要更幸福！婷是我表妹，我们之间其实什么都没有，哪天的一切都是假的，那场婚礼也是骗你的！婷是我最好的妹妹！没有我在身边，她会替我好好的照顾你！ 

　　宝贝，我没有忘记我曾给你说的＂我的身边只有你，一辈子只有你一个女孩，只有你是我一辈子最想要娶的女孩！～ 

　　宝贝，好好照顾自己，你要快乐，要幸福！因为你说过，只要我喜欢，你就会永远的笑下去，永远的幸福 

　　宝贝，我会在世界的另一个城市看着你，我会变成天使陪着你，一辈子陪在你身边，看着你笑，看着你长大，看着你懂事………. 

　　我爱你！永远都爱！


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