18 of May 2010, ICU

18th of May 2010,

Like any other Tuesday.. Reach college at 7.45am... I was wearing yellow.. So gam.. Saw 2 of my classmate.. They are wearing yellow also.. Lolx.. And another girl also wearing yellow.. Walking to college, saw some driver wearing yellow.. At college, got a few wearing yellow also.. lolx.. Even Jas's bottle is yellow.. Is it a yellow day? lolx.. Why everyone wearing yellow? hahaha..

In the afternoon,  got dad's message.. Saying grandma was admitted to ICU.. Lolx.. I was so shocked.. ==" So sudden... Scare me.. Called Matt, told him about it.. Called cousin.. Cousin said we cannot go in at the moment.. So i did not went home.. >.<

Had class until 6pm.. It was raining that day.. Reach home also 7pm.. Let dog eat.. And i'm out again.. Fetch dad to go eat porridge before when hospital to see grandma..

Reach hospital also 8pm already.. Dad said 9pm going off.. So i agreed.. As im tired & sleepy.. But manatau.. cousin said wanna me to fetch her home @ shah alam. So i said ok.. I thought she will follow us back at 9pm or at least 10pm...

Went in to see grandma.. As they only can only allow one person in the room at one time.. She was so weak.. So thin.. Pity her.. Only when im alone, i can talk to grandma.. Talk to her about when i was a kid.. Flashing back my childhood memories with her.. Cried.. T.T

I remember when i was 5 and 6.. and was took care by my nanny which stay beside grandma house.. Grandma will took a bowl of rice and came over to feed me.. Ouchh... She did that everyday when i was at my nanny place.. When i was in primary, we use to eat fried kuey teow together beside my school..

When halfway talking to grandma.. Suddenly then machine came out a sound.. "Tuuuuuuuu......" Gosh!!! Got scare.. I thought thats it!! No more.. ==" Quickly ask nurse, she said is the syringe finish.. Asked me not to worry.. Gosh.. It does scare me.. Dont play play with these stuff man.. =="

Hmmm...She still awake, know who i am.. She even touch my face.. Like sayang me.. T.T Wanted to cry.. but did not.. I dont want to cry in front of her.. Not good~ T.T

Came out.. At there, we talked about Joanne's weddings.. Called her.. To talk about it.. Hmmm.. We actually talked about a lot of stuff.. I express all my feelings and hers too.. Feeling great after that everything is out from me.. Hehehehe... Talked for 2 hours.. Lolx.. Imagine my bills.. Going to BOOM man.. Whatever la.. Dont care.. Hahaha...

Hmmm.. it was 10.30pm... Getting bored and sleepy.. So i smsed.. lolx.. Half way smsing, phone out of batt.. Get pissed.. lolx.. Borrowed cousin phone to sms.. luckily.. if not, i will be sleeping in hospital.. lolx..

Went home at 11.30pm.. But dad and cousin said wanna eat.. So go eat lo.. Both of them were talking about the ICU which grandma stay was haunted..  ==" They talk about it at 12am.. and i was passing by a very dark and lonely street.. They just talk about that.. lolx.. =="

Smsing while eating.. I sms to the wrong number.. No wonder no reply.. ==" Blur dao... Fetch cousin home to shah alam.. ==" Then only go home.. Reach home also 1am already.. Wah liao.. Tired dao.. No rest the whole day.. lolx.. Bath and slept at 2am..

Luckily, next day class started at 10am.. Lolx..

Hmmmm... had so many emotional that day..
Curious --> Shocked --> Worried --> Scared --> Pissed --> Bored --> Sleepy --> Sad --> Tired.... =="