Unforgettable Weeks =(

Last two weeks was the most unforgettable week of the year..
I remember. On 18th of May, dad send me a message when I'm in college.
Saying grandma was in ICU.. Asked me to pick and go visit her..
Kinda worried at that time. Couldn't really concentrate on my studies.
But cousin said no one can enter ICU.. So i stay at college.

Right after class, i went home.
Pick up dad.. Went for dinner..
And went to visit grandma..
@ Arunamari, Bayu Perdana..

Saw cousin.. She was there the whole day..
Went in to see grandma alone..
She was so weak.. so thin..
She's like unconscious.. keep open and close her eyes..
I was all alone in the ICU..
Talked to grandma...
Comforted her...

Cousin walked in suddenly. And I stop talking..
Dont know why.. I just couldn't talk when someone is there..
She went out soon after that..
I then continue talked to grandma..
She can listen to me and knows what Im talking..
She even touched my faces..
Like asking me to be good girl and take care of myself..
Cried..

Came out.. Asked cousin why she went in ICU..
Said, cause she had heart attack and lung infection...
T.T

Stayed until 11.30pm only went back..
Reach home at 1am.. Kinda tired..

The next day, 19th of May..
Had class.. Went to visit grandma right after class..

@5.30pm, Mum uncle and aunties came back from Australia..
They came to the hospital right after they landed.

Saw 2nd Aunt cried.. She cried the most..
Mum was strong.. She doesn't cried at all..
But i knew.. she's worried too..
Saw my aunt cried, i also cried..
Lolx.. Couldn't hold myself..
And i run off.. Tried to stop myself from crying..

Sat there... for hours..
Another day gone..

On 20th of May..
Did not went to visit her.. As I was tired..
Went home right after class..

Mum told me that doctor said grandma getting better.
She can stay at normal wad room.. Doesn't have to stay in ICU anymore..
So I'm kinda relief.. Slept..

On 21th of May...
Thought of going to visit grandma right after dinner with mum..
But mum said.. no point go.. (8.30pm at the time)
She said reach there also 9, 9something..
So we didnt go..

Here it comes, 22th of May..
Drove mum for breakfast and to office..
Drove grandma (Dad's side) to Assunta Hospital for checkup..
Drove her around city to buy stuff..
Went home..
Went to pick mum from office..
And drove both my parents for their "lunch" @ 3pm..

When we were on our way home from "lunch", cousin texted me..
The text wrote "Grandma pass away liao.."
At that time (Driving), I was stunned.. Dont know what to do...
Couldn't believe it..
Dont even know how to tell my mum about it..
But I still told her.. She doesnt cry at that moment i tell her..
But once reach home, she cried.. in her room...

While waiting for mum to bath and pack, i wake my brother who were still sleeping..
Knowing nothing about it.. Still blur..

Together, we went to Southern Park (Used to called as Ah Ma House, but now...)
Everyone was there..

Grandma's body was not at Southern Park..
Her body was still at Arunamari..
She died there @ 4.05pm

2nd Aunt and Kevin went to settle it..

While waiting for her body to be fetch home..

We helped to clear everything out of the house..

The hall must be empty..
All mirrors must be cover up..
And..
Helped to carried all the flowers pot to the opposite field..

Everyone of us will be vegetarian for a few days when grandma's body reach home...

Soon, grandma is home...
We were asked to kneel down and shout
"Ah ma, lu tui lai lo.. Tui lai lu a chu lo.. Lu lang ho ho.. Bo dai chi lo.. Lang jin zia shui.."
"Grandma, you came back.. Came back to your own house.. You are in good condition now.. Everything is fine now.. You are very pretty.."
Cried... When shouted and heard these words.. T.T

She was so thin.. so so thin.. Like a skeleton..
Having wounds every where.. T.T
See also heartache.. T.T

Well, i know.. These is a sad moment.. We should be crying.
But i think we shouldn't be crying..
As she doesn't have to suffer anymore (Having holes in front and backside)
Which i think it is a good thing for her..
And grandma wont be peace if seeing us crying..
So i hold on my tears..

Aunties were crying.. But my uncles does not..

I guess he had the same thought as mine..

We were asked to take turns holding grandma's mouth closed..

As her mouth kept open.. Couldn't close..

Is 1am now.. Sleepy.. Good night..

TO BE CONTINUE...