Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Stressful Message

Message From Bro,

If you achieve more than what is stated below, i'll buy you a gift. This is a promise.
Economics = > 60
Malay = > 50
English = > 80
History = > 50
Moral = > 70
Science = > 60
Account = > 70
Math = > 80
Add math = > 40

Lolx.. i will try my best la.. So easy meh? Can die le.. Next week trial lo.. How?!? What i can do is only try my best.. Hope i can achieve the result like above.. Stress le..!! :-) But still i will try my best..

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

A Mother's Touch

I’m so afraid with her I might make a mistake.
To discipline the situation, always a risk to take.
I may get so angry, and yell so loud...
Wanting her to be a good girl, make me proud.
So young in age, though older in mind...
The biggest part of her so loving gentle and kind.
I want her to have a good future, really succeed.
Working long hours, hard to give her the attention she does need.
One day in her future she will know my love is true.
All the sacrifices will be seen, as with her little girl, wondering what to do.
I look at her so pretty it frightens me, the best reward is molding her into the person she will be.
I see her changing right before my eyes, nervous for I get only so many tries.
Remember friendship will develop later as she’s an adult.
After she’s lived life and knows the way it felt.
I will get her ready for life that can hurt so much
Then and only then...
She will be thankful I guided her with a mothers touch.

Forgiveness

I know forgiveness is good for my soul and my health
A smile on my face is definitely my personal wealth
I lived too long holding a grudge
And found out if I wanted it to end
I had to budge
So I extended the olive branch and it was received
In fact it was easier than I perceived
Sometimes forgiveness starts in your heart and winds up on your lips
This was my experience and now I give you these tips
Please don't wait as long as I did because the benefits definitely outweigh the risk
Forgiveness is the short cut to a big fix

A Mother's Love

A mother's love is a treasure with in.
Taking chances on ones little life to make sure they are safe and sound.
A mother's love is for her child no matter how near or far they are from each other.
A mother's love is doing everything to make sure her child's life is safe from harm.
A mother's love is taking the risk of losing her own life to make sure her child can live out theirs.
A mother's love is unconditional no matter what the child does.
A mother's love is always there pure and true.
A mother's love is there forever.
To my daughter, who has been behind me through out this deployment.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Phone















Which phone nice?
Which phone better?
What color u prefer?
Which phone u will choose?!?

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Dad

Argh.. Hate it.. What the hell man?? I didnt do anything wrong also but my dad like bo song me.. This few days i didnt talk to him, didnt touch his things.. like usual But why he.. treat me like that?? =.=" Just now i ask him to come down to eat cause me and my bro tapao food for him. He didnt say ok or what. But he said look at me so angry.. Today morning when i wake up at 10.30am until now i also havent say a word or saw him until when i ask him to eat.. What he want man?? Just say it out loud la..

When i tell grandma about it.. I said dont want eat dont eat la.. No need act like that 1. Bo song me say out loud la.. No need put that kind of face.. Damn piss man.. U know what my grandma said?!? Nevermind la.. He is ur dad what.. Dont treat him like that.. Damnit la.. So what?? Not like i treat him like that 1st. He do it 1st ok?????

Friday, August 15, 2008

Driving License

I want to have my driving license..!! I'm a January baby but now August already also havent get my driving license.. All my friends who is May baby or June baby also had it but not me.. Why?!? Ask mum to let me go for my driving test and she said no.. Why no?! No means no. After SPM only can.. What the..? I want now la.!! I wanna drive.. No car never mind.. I just wanna learn to drive so i can drive to somewhere near~~ Or i can go tuition myself.. Argh.. Every time i see my friends got driving license or driving, I would be jealousing.. Lolx! 4 more months to go.. Need alot patience to do it.. Haiz..

I WANT MY DRIVING
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

PLKN

15888:

RM0.20 PLKN: Maaf! 91010610xxxx tidak terpilih menyertai PLKN Siri 6/2009. Jika berminat, sila hubungi Jabatan di talian 03-26873400. Terima Kasih.

Lolx.. They should have say Taniah! 91010610xxxx tidak terpilih menyertai PLKN Siri6/2009. XD And who so stupid man??!? Who wanna call them? Hahaha..

Luckily, I didnt kena.. If i kena, die la i.. XD Imaging no computer, no tv, no handphone, no aircorn, no games, and no nice food~~ Wah.. Want my life?! =.="

Friendship

FRIENDSHIP MEANS

FREINDSHIP MEANS BEIN' THERE JUST TO BE THERE.

FRIENDSHIP MEANS LISTENIN' AND NOT ASKIN' QUESTIONS.

FRIENDSHIP MEANS LENDIN' YOUR SHOULDER FOR SOMEONE TO CRY ON.

FRIENDSHIP MEANS BEIN’ COMFORTABLE AROUND EACH OTHER IN SILENCE.

FRIENDSHIP MEANS BEIN’ ABLE TO TELL EACH OTHER ANYTHING AND UNDERSTANDIN’ WITHOUT QUESTIONS.

FRIENDSHIP MEANS BEIN’ HONEST WIT EACH OTHER NO MATTER WHAT THE COST.

FRINDSHIP MEANS STAYIN’ UP ALL NIGHT AND TALKIN’ ABOUT NUTHIN’.

FRIENDSHIP MEANS BEIN’ ABLE TO SAY I LOVE YOU!

FRIENDSHIP MEANS FORGIVIN’ EACH OTHER NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE.

FRIENDSHIP MEANS LEARNIN’ FROM EACH OTHERS MISTAKES.

FRIENDSHIP MEANS ME & YOU.

THIS IS THE WAY I LOOK AT YOU, MY FRIEND, AND I LOVE YOU!!

What Is A Friend

What Is A Friend

A good friend is someone
who care about you
they are someone who will be
there when you're down

A good friend is someone
who's willing to help you
when you are in a little trouble
that's hard to get out

A good friend is someone
who you can talk to
and trust with your problems
in not telling anyone else

A good friend is someone
who will come and stop
you from taking your life
and sit down to show you
all of the good things
to live for

That's What A Good Friend Is

What happen?!?

13 of August 2008, Wednesday.

Friends, what happen to us?? to all of us?? Hope that u all would come and tell me if i did anything wrong or say anything wrong.. Please tell me.. ok? I will listen.. I swear i will.. Please dont be so cold to me.. I dont like this feeling.. I dont like friendship to end up like that.. And i'm sorry for what i have done if i did anything..

Friday, August 8, 2008

21


MIT student Ben Campbell is accepted into Harvard Medical School, but he cannot afford the $300,000 costs. He is interviewed as a potential candidate for the prestigious Robinson Scholarship, which will pay for all his school-related expenses. Despite boasting stats such as a 1590 SAT score, 44 MCAT score, and a 4.0 GPA at MIT, Ben is told that competition for the scholarship is very fierce. Ben is urged to write an essay which will make him stand out; in other words, an essay which will "dazzle" the recruiter.

During an advanced math class, professor Micky Rosa challenges Campbell with a three door variable change problem, which Campbell solves successfully. Rosa invites Campbell to join his blackjack team led by Rosa, which consists of young men Choi and Fisher, and women Jill and Kianna. The system involves card counting, and the team is split into two groups: The "spotters", who play the minimum bet, keeping track of the count, and sending secret signals; and the "big players", who place large bets whenever the count at a table is favorable. Campbell is reluctant, but eventually joins the team, telling Rosa he is only doing so until he can pay for school. After weeks of intensive training, Ben is given a test at an underground casino, which he passes, and he is assigned as a big player.

Rosa takes the team to Las Vegas where Campbell begins to realize the joys of a new lifestyle. Campbell's performance impresses Rosa, but eventually provokes jealousy in teammate Fisher. One evening, a drunken Fisher sits at Ben's table and starts talking about the "retard" in Rain Man, who won by counting cards. He then incites a melee when he spills a drink on another player at the table. Rosa kicks Fisher off the team and sends him home. All the while, security chief Cole Williams monitors the blackjack team; particularly Campbell. Campbell, meanwhile, falls for Jill, culminating in the pair sleeping together in Vegas.

Back at MIT, Campbell, distracted by the blackjack, botches his part of his project with his friends for the 2.09 competition. His friends angrily tell him that they will do the project themselves, with Campbell feeling that the project is not important anymore. On the next trip to Vegas, Campbell is distracted and continues playing even after he is signaled to walk away. An angry Rosa storms out on the group, promising that Campbell will reimburse him for the $200,000 loss. Campbell and his three remaining teammates bankroll the rest of their money, and agree to go into business for themselves. Williams finds and apprehends Campbell and takes him to a secluded basement and beats him. He lets Campbell go with a dire warning.

Campbell returns to MIT, only to find a letter noting that he has been given an incomplete for Rosa's class and won't graduate, and that his winnings have been stolen from his dorm room. Ben suspects that Campbell is the thief, but cannot prove anything, so he makes Rosa an offer: He and the team will hit Vegas for one big score before the facial recognition software, as long as Rosa joins the team. He agrees.

Disguised, the team returns to the Planet Hollywood. They rake in over $640,000 before Williams finds them and gives chase. The team members quickly bag their chips and then flee through the casino. During the chase, Campbell and Rosa split up, with Rosa taking the bag of chips. Rosa escapes, but finds his bag is full of chocolate coins, and his limo is being driven by the casino manager.

It is revealed that Williams made a deal with Campbell; he would let Campbell come to Vegas for one last night to make a lot of money in exchange for Rosa. However, Williams confronts Campbell on his way out, and demands the bag of chips at the threat of a gun. The story closes with Campbell recounting the tale to the scholarship judge, who looks back at him in disbelief.

Cast


This is the third film in which Spacey and Bosworth have starred together. The first was Beyond the Sea, which Spacey directed, and the second was Superman Returns. The two will again star together in the Superman Returns sequel Superman: The Man of Steel. This is also the second film that Bosworth and director Luketic have made together, the first being Win a Date with Tad Hamilton!.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

FFKer..

7 of August 2008. Cloudy.

This happen during the last 2 period of our school time.. This last 2 period is math subject but teacher absent. So got no teacher in class. Then we plan to call Eva.. Cause she had been telling me that she coming to school but everyday also FFK me... =.=" She's a FFKer. Betahann.. When she lies or when she telling the truth i also dunno.. So i called her hp. No one answer... Never mind. Call her mother lo... What to do? Everytime also like that 1. Call her say dun have. Message her say didn't receive. Sweat la... One time, two times, ok la. I believe la... Now is already countless le... Still using these same tricks...

Her mum answer and she passed to Eva. So I ask her why u didn't come today which u had promise me that u will be coming. And she replied said, “yesterday I 9pm sleep already, but today also cant wake. Very tired la... "Some more said that she at night did not sleep. I was wondering what is she doing in the night?!?

I also ask her about her bf... Like” when he going Singapore?"” when he coming back?", “do they still contact?", “not going out with him?". And she answered, “He went already. Every Friday will come back. Still contact. Not going out with him even he comes back on Friday." Oh! Also I ask her about her dad's health...

Lin Yun asked me to asked her, “why she tak reply her message". She said tak receive wor.. I also bluff her that no one came today.. All ffker me especially her... Who promise me to come but did not... lolx.. And we chat until school over, 1.05pm.

Before I called her or her mum... Xuan got ask Sivanes about her boyfriend. Like is his house a bunglo, got how many cars, using what cars, got BMW or not, got sport car or not, is he a science stream student... All are fake!! No bunglo but double storey house. 1 car. Grey Kenari. No BMW. No Sport Cars. No limited car. Not a science stream student. Did not take add math. Did not take chemi, bio and fizik.. =.=" Obviously she is tell the fake things.. Why?? Don’t understand

She said going school tomorrow.. Hopefully she really got go.. I wanna see what Arul going to said. XD


(Did not post last night cause too tired.. tertidur already. Hahaha..)

Guess what?!? She did not come today.. Lolx.. Even i call her she also didnt answer.. Message her also didnt reply.. =.=" Haiz.. sienz la.. Tired to talk to her already la.. Malas.. Everyday promise us will come. End up she didnt show up.. -.-"

"Michael"

7 of August 2008. Night. Additional..

Wakakak.. Lin Yun write in her blog about M damn funny le. Cant stop laughing la.. Hahaha... Swt man.. Going out with her really can die 1.. She will make u so embarrassing.. Like when we were eating pizza. Each of us supposes to eat 2 pieces of pizza. Lin yun ate 2. And also ate 2 even thought i was so full at that time.. I still trying to finish up my pizzas.. But she just ate 1.. Another 1, she said wanna tapao..Lolx.. Just left 1 last pizza la. Like that also wanna tapao.. =.=" So embarrassing man.. So nvm.. Lin yun offered that she help her eat half of it lo.. To avoid for her to do it again ma.. Manatau.. Left so little only. She also said wanna tapao.. S**t man..! You dun wan face i also wan my face ar!! U embarrassed urself never mind. But not us, ok? Lolx..

Really, her SEXY BULU needs to cut la. I was trying to finish up my foods but she was trying to make me VOMIT!! By lifting her hands up.. =.=" I CANT BREATH!! SO HARD TO BREATH!! NO FRESH AIR!! GOING TO PENGSAN SOON!! HELPP!! ANYONE! PLEASE HELP!! Yuck man!!

Yea lo. When we was walking to shop by shop to see what to buy, she walk so slow until keep blocking our way.. damm slow. Even my grandma also walk faster than her.. So shameful.. Lagi, when Lin Yun asks me go over herside and she keep blocking the way. Like dun wan let me go over herside.. =.=" Block also no use la.. Who wanna stand with u, with ur SEXY BULU?? =.="

Oh ya. Yes le.. She also keep ask me does she looks like Barbie doll?!?! *VOMITTING* please la.. Go see urself in the mirror la.. Barbie Doll?? Barbie Dolls are much more prettier, much more nicer, much more loving than u la. U are like totally opposite.. U dun have ANY mirror at home?!? No money to buy 1? We can give u as a birthday present la. Im ok de.. Hhahaha.. So when is your birthday ar?? XD

Hmm.. i think really wanna go find her birthday date already la. If can, i really wanna give her mirror as her birthday present.. Wanna see what her reaction is.. Muahaha.. Am i bad?? No.. Im not.. Im not bad.. Im a good girl~! Its just too normal for her la.. This wont make her feel shame 1 la. XD She sendiri wat wat also feel no shame la..

Shadow Of Life

Walking in the shadow of fear
drowning endlessly by a single tear
running along side of self-discovery
fearing the loss of self- recovery
parts of mind going unknown
dangerous sides going unshown
one day you will eventually die
so today make everything right

Life

We were put on this planet
To live and to love.
To cherish the ones in our lives.
And never let them get hurt.......
Safety is a priority
But danger is an outcome.
Why is it, that we work so very hard?
For something that will still happen
in the end........
Should we care about our lives,
Or sit and waste it away.
"It doesn't matter, were all gonna
die someday!"
These words fill our heads
With sad confusion. Theres no end
We get lost with the love
We want to have.
There is no conclusion to all
this pain.
But an answer that comes
Just the same.
The negative side seems to win,
But the positive side seems to
Glow.
We are who we choose to be,
So be careful who you choose.
Love everyday like there is no
Tomorrow....
And give to others the joy of life
So no one will hurt.
Love, And love will love you back.
Open your arms to life
And life will hug you back!
Don't be scared!
Life is still a one time thing!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

The Day and Night In Bayu..

6 of August 2008. Night.

Ok.. Just coming back from the new tuition which LY introduces me to go.. Hmm.. what can i say?? The tuition not bad la.. Hahaha.. Quite fun.. Althought the guys making alot of noise but it is better.. Better than my old account tuition.. The class was so soo quite, bored le.. Can die.. Can sleep.. Somemore almost all Indians. But this not same, even thought is noisy, i still wanna learn..what teacher teach. It's fun la.. If the old tuition, i will be sleeping and dunno what teacher teaching already. Hahaha.. Could you imagine how boring is that?? XD

Before that, I went to another tuition, add math tuition in Alpha Zone, Bayu. It starts from 3pm to 5pm. And after that, me and Siu Chern wanna go do account revision at Red Oven. It is along my Add math tuition.. And suddenly, M said wanna follow us go.. Sweat man..! So she asked her mum, cant she go or not. Lolx.. her mum didnt trust her la.. Her mum even need to talk to me 1st before she can let her came with us.. =.=" See la.. Do so much lies and u lost ur parent's trust.. Haiz..

Ok.. whatever la.. And so she followed us.. Reach there. Order some drinks and snacks. Also bought pisang goreng before we came to Red Oven. Then! We was actually wanna study but she was keep chit chatting with us.. Noise la.. Cant concentrate la.. So end up i stop my work and eat only and Siu Chern just copying.. =.=" *wasting my time* So she was talking about her story!! Ok la.. I got some news about it la.. so?? Zzz..

Nevermind. Then she followed to Seri Jaya for account. She actually stop the tuition already.. But she go there just wanna see her bf.. =.=" So when we reach there, she said dun wan go up 1st. wana give her bf some surprise. Lolx.. What surprise u want to give him?? Nothing surprise also.. =.=" I think she is scare to the his Brothaaxxx la. Say surprise! scare say scare la.. So we went to pizza to wait for LY. I ACTUALLY WANNA GO UP RIGHT LY 1!!! But she kacau la.. So we wait LY in pizza lo. She came find us then.. And suddenly M starts to be so close with me.. Lying on my shoulder la.. Ermm.. sit near to me la.. Trying to hold my hands la.. Wanna share food with me la.. Yew!! Damm geli la.. Yuck!! Somemore said im her lao gong la.. Please la..! At night when sleeping, i will have NIGHTMARE man!! =.=" Oh ya, forget to mention that she suddenly become so nice wanna help me take books. lolx..

At that time, i was so full because i had my pisang goreng earlier in Red Oven. So i ate alittle bit. I was so full and was trying to finish up my food. But suddenly, M took up her hand and tie her hair! Lolx.. I CANT BREATHE MAN!!! HELP!!!!! HELP!!!!!! Wah! feel like dying soon.. Could anyone save me?? Hahaha..

After pizza, we still had some time before tuition at 8.30pm. So we went to nearby book store, VC Book Store. The shop was 2 bloks away and we pass by mamak which the lassallian guys were lepak~ing there. From behind, i look at M. She was like dun want see them like that.. Keep seeing floor only. Hahaha.. So I bought 2 long exercise books. 1 for my add math tuition and 1 for my new account tuition. And LY bought liquid.. What's M doing? Messaging lo..

And then we went to 7-11, bought nothing. Went bakery shop, bought nothing also. Lastly, went Farmasi which is below Seri Jaya. Thought of wanna buy some sweets. But before we could step in.. LY realise that her bottle was missing.. So i and her went back all the shop which we went in before. And M went up to tuition class.. When we was walking into shop by shop, she already keep saying that she stomach pain wanna go up class.. I think is her bf was in upstairs so she wanna go up 1st.. Hahaha.. Back to LY, her bottle was left in the VC Book Store.. Hahaha.. Luckily no one took it.. I think if someone does, she will be crying.. XD no la. Maybe angry la. Hahaha..

Class going start soon. So we went back to the Farmasi to buy some sweets. And went up to tuition lo. M was so quite the whole night.. Nothing to say.. Hahaha..

Today teacher teach Syarikat Berhad. Hmm.. not bad la. I can understand la.. I will continue the tuition lo.. Only got 3 months to go.. Nevermind la. Tahan a bit.. Tired ma tired lo. What to do?? :-)

LY, thanks for your recommendation.. I enjoy joining this class.. Hahaha.. And sorry for asking her to come today.. Hehehe.. Hey, do you think that M and Eva are the same?? They were like messaging the whole day.. Hahaha...

Its 12.30am now. Going off soon. Was so tired.. And tomorrow have 4 tuitions to go from 2pm to 10pm.. Trying to sleep earlier.. Hahaha.. Good Night. Bye~~

Dont Know..

Dont know la!!
Dont know wan say what also..
Dont know wan do what..
Dont know do what best!
All i also DONT KNOW!!!

A Friend Who Had Not Coming To School For Days!

A Friend Who Had Not Coming To School For Days!

Today before school over, we had our history period. Arul, who is our history teacher..and who also is our class teacher, asked us, " What happened to Eva? Why had she not coming to school for so long..? Is been ponteng school? Or is she ponteng with Loon Heng??" Loon Heng is a guy from our class who is also did not come to school for dayss. And also teacher asked us that is she really got dengue, fever or her relative had passed away in Pahang.. He also mention that she gave the MC letters to teacher are fake.. Is alasan wor..
So after school over, i sit bus go home.. In the bus, i call Eva. She sound like very sick.. or maybe she just wake up. I dunno la.. I heard her voice like sore throat like that.. Not sure.. So i asked her, "are u really coming to school tomorrow?" And she said, " ya. tomorrow i will be coming." I asked, " sure come?" She answer, "SURE". And i asked her, " How is her dad's medical report?" And she told me that her dad was admitted to hospital. And also i asked, " Why you are not coming to school this few days?" and she replied, "cause Monday night i was with mum staying in the hospital to take care of his dad." So the second day, which mean is Tuesday, her mum ask her bro to fetch her back home.. She said she was tired.. And so today (Wednesday) she cant wake up to go school.. Ermm.. swt la.. She had not coming to school for days and days.. Week pass by week... Dunno true or not also... Hopefully, she tomorrow will come. I wanna see what Arul going to ask and what she going to answer... Lastly, of cause I did not tell what Arul asked us or said la.. She got ask me, "did Arul said anything?" I said No.. Hahaha.. So fake right?? Sure got la.. XD

Ok la.. Now is 2.13pm. Going off. Wanna prepare to go tuition already.. Bye~~

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

TimeTable

Mon
- Account (L) 2.30pm to 5.30pm
Tues
- BI 4pm to 5.30pm
Wed
- Add Math 3pm to 5pm,
- Account (B) 8.30pm to 10pm
Thurs
- Science 2pm to 3.30pm,
-Math 3.30pm to 5pm,
- BM 5pm to 6.30pm,
- Account (L) 7pm to 10pm

=.=" Can die le.. Especially Thursday.. Got no rest.. Morning school, after school tuition whole day.. Arghhh...

New Tuition..Why?!?

Tuesday, 5 of August 2008. Night.

Ok.. I going new tuition tmr.. What tuition? Account lo.. A friend of mine introduces me to go there.. Who it is?? of coz is LY la.. If not "Michael" meh? Hahaha.. Tell u what? I havent prepare le.. Dun have any bookss.. XD Forget buy book today.. Hehehe.. And of coz! Before tuition, me and LY going PIZZA!! Actually i dunno la.. Not sure yet.. Hopefully got go la..

Actually I already got account tuition.. Is on monday.. Why i need to go LY there tuition again le?? Because the teacher teach damm SLOW~~! Now AUGUST already, he only teach Perkongsian.. swt la.. 3 more months going to SPM le.. Somemore got a few chapter havent teach.. Now only want go fast.. He ask us to go on monday and thurday.. =.=" Want me die meh? Thursday i got damm lot tuition le.. If im going for the thursday class, i will be dying. Cause i will be tuitioning the whole day.. Arghh.. He should have go on earlier.. Not wait until now..

Lagi his class, sienzz la.. See his face also can fall asleep.. =.=" Really! His face look so sleepy even thought he's not! Hahaha.. Since he teach so slow.. What can i do? Go another tuition lo.. I heard LY said that her teacher will teach any chapter u want to learn.. This will be faster.. Hopefully within this 3 months will complete all la.. If not, i die la. Hahaha..

Hey, LY. If u are reading this.. I got a question wanna ask u. Tmr we are going pizza, mamak or pasar malam?? Hahaha.. Thinking of food~~~ now.. XD

Cant Get You Out Of My Head

Once again I write to you
The sun is shining the sky is blue
And all I do is sit and think.....
Only about you without a blink

The days pass and the nights yearn
From all that has happened I wish I could learn
That life isn't always what you desire
It leaves you lost in flames of fire

You see your day and see it through
Knowing what I'm writing is all so true
You ignore the meaning of all of this
Thinking that I’m being childish

I've tried to ignore I've tried to forget
But all I see is the first time we met
I don't know why this happened to me
Maybe it's a dream, pinch me and see

All I request is a closing chapter
Meet me for 5 don't let me wonder
All I want is for you to reflect on
Whether I lie and this is for fun

Hopefully you'll find the answer is no
That this for me isn't a show
Don't forget the moments we had
The day you left I was sad

Sorry For Everything

I’m sorry for being mean,
some people say its just from being a teen.
sorry for calling you this and that, and being mean when you were up to bat.
sorry for making you cry from all the stress,
I really do think that you guys are the best.
I really mean when I say I’ll change for you,
even though I say that a lot too.
I feel really dumb for being mean to my best friend,
I’ve been mean to you since I was like 10.
I never though I would loose you,
and I just want to say I’m sorry from the bottom of my heart

Sorry..

Ok.. This happen on 30th of July 2008.. During school time.

A friend of mine.. took my hp.. I know she was just playing with me.. But my message was opened.. Im sorry, SF. I didnt not do it by purposely. I didnt mean to be fierce.. is just that i too nervous.. Dunno what to do.. Sorry.. Plus, the person who send me the message ask me not to let anyone know.. At that time, i just scare that u will see it. I also dunno that should i tell anyone about it or not.. Not that i dun wan tell you or dun let u see..

SF, sorry. It been 1 weeks that u didnt talk to me.. Very hard le. Cannot tahan la.. I dont want we become like that.. Sorry k?

Lastly, hope u will forgive me..