Friday, November 7, 2008
Marimo
Love this video. So meaningful!
I love DOGS too!!!.. :-)
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
周杰伦 - 稻香
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麽人要这麽的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
不要这麽容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随着稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
Friday, October 24, 2008
愛不夠 - 林峰
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠
這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手
放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠
遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠
這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手
放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠
放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有
Ice Cream / Talk To Me
Talk to me
Speak with me
Don’t sink before you rise, baby
Don’t fade away
You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels a world away
Who’s to say, we’ll be okay
We will make it through the night
Don’t want to wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that will never change
Look, I bought your favorite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melt away
If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby, just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won’t forget
And now, who’s to say, we’ll be okay
We will make it through the night
Don’t want to wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile
Cause we’re the same
And I know that will never change
Look, I bought your favorite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melt away
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby, just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me
To Download the Song:
http://mp3.sogou.com/down.so?gid=1713B3BDF2D8340D&globalId=1c3b0511c80961eb&query=Ice+Cream&debug=0&tgid=1c3b0511c80961eb&pf=mp3&s=ciara&t=Ice+Cream&size=2766515&ac=1
Monday, October 20, 2008
SPM
Oh my god.!! The true is i havent study for my economic and history la.. Shit man.. How?!
My economic not bad la. Lagi can understand.. History i really dunno how.
Oh ya.. Add math too.. Haiz... Hope my result will be ok la..
At least all subject pass.
I must STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, October 3, 2008
Mamma Mia! Movie
The plot of Mamma Mia!, while being a lighthearted comedy, involves several subplots about the eight main characters and attempts to resolve the fate of each: young Sophie, her fiance Sky, her mother Donna with two lady friends (who sang together years ago as Donna and the Dynamos ), plus the three men Donna had been with in midsummer 21 years ago (Sam, Harry and Bill), . Each of them has been concealing secrets from the others, and the frantic pace of wedding preparations will lead to further miscommunications.[5] Unbeknownst to all, no one is who they at first appear to be, and it might require the intervention of the gods for the truth to be revealed. Fortunately, all are about to meet together, on a Greek island dedicated to the ancient goddess Aphrodite.[6]
20-year-old Sophie Sheridan (Amanda Seyfried) lives with her mother Donna (Meryl Streep) on the small Greek island Kalkairi ,[5][6] where Donna runs a hotel called Villa Donna. Sophie is planning to marry Sky (Dominic Cooper), and wants her father to be present to "give her away," but does not know who he is,. After reading Donna's diary from 20 years ago, she concludes he is one of three men: Sam Carmichael (Pierce Brosnan), Harry Bright (Colin Firth), or Bill Anderson (Stellan Skarsgård). Without telling her mother and fiancé, Sophie mails invitations to all three ("I Have a Dream"), and hopes to find out which is her father. Sophie tells her two best friends, Ali (Ashley Lilley) and Lisa (Rachel McDowall) about her potential fathers ("Honey, Honey"). All three men come to the island, thinking Donna asked them to come, and Sophie hides them upstairs in the old goat house,[7] getting them to agree not to reveal she wrote to them pretending to be her mother Donna.[5] Other guests have also arrived from the harbor: Donna's longtime friends, single, fun-loving writer Rosie (Julie Walters) and rich three-time divorcée Tanya (Christine Baranski).[5]
While Donna is making repairs to the hotel she cannot afford (Money, Money, Money),[7] there is a tremor and the dolphin mosaic in the courtyard floor splits. Donna hunts flooring supplies in the goat house, hears noises upstairs, and peers inside the trap door and window. Recognizing the men she had dated, Donna panics but tries to take another peek at them(Mamma Mia), but cannot get inside the locked room. Finally, she climbs to the rooftop, and then falls through the top door, opened by a member of the Greek chorus (whom Donna and the other characters apparently cannot see). Donna, unable to handle the memories, asks the three men to leave the island, so they simply stay in the harbor on Bill's boat. Seeing the three men has sent Donna into shock, her two friends, Tanya and Rosie, try to reassure her (Chiquitita). Donna explains the 3 potential fathers are on the island, and comments, "it's like a hideous trick of fate," when some bystanders instantly laughed. Tanya and Rosie ponder the quiet bystanders, and Rosie mutters, "It's very Greek" Tanya and Rosie look at the Greeks then follow Donna into the house (Greek comedy).
However, Donna's depression continues, so Tanya and Rosie remind her of her free-spirited past (Dancing Queen) and Donna rebounds; they all sing together and dance through the streets, joined by many women and girls of the town, dancing down to the harbor pier (Former ABBA member Benny Andersson appears playing the piano in this scene). Sophie visits the three men on Bill's boat and convinces them to stay for her wedding after hearing all three men's memories of Donna (Our Last Summer). When she hears Sky, she jumps into the sea and swims to him on the beach. There, they discuss their meeting and their love for each other (Lay All Your Love On Me), but Sky is ambushed by his buddies for the bachelor party.
That evening, the three women, at a hen party, recreate their old 80's style musical duo, Donna and the dynamos (Super Trouper) to entertain at the bachelorette guests. The three men come to the party, and the crowd separates, singing and dancing (Gimme! Gimme! Gimme!). Sophie talks to Bill, and he realizes he could be her father. She asks him to give her away at the wedding. The masked guys from Sky's bachelor party invade the hen party in a wild dance (Voulez-Vous). In the commotion, the other two men also conclude that they could be the father, and separately, each tells Sophie that he will be the one to give her away at the wedding. Surrounded by her mother, her fiancé, and all three potential fathers, Sophie faints over her dilemma.
To avoid contention between the three men, Sophie instead asks Donna to give her away. Harry, feeling responsible for missing 20 years of Sophie's life, insists that Donna accept a very large monetary gift to cover the "cost of the wedding" (and more). While talking to Sam, Donna, making more repairs, attempts to seal the cracks in the central-courtyard dolphin mosaic, but the caulking nozzle splits, further thwarting her efforts of the day. Donna must rush to other preparations. Sam and Donna have tried to talk to each other, but each have concealed their feelings, love, and each laments their love separately (SOS). Meanwhile, Tanya rejects the playful advances of Pepper and some of Sky's other friends (Does Your Mother Know).
After confessing to Sky that she has invited all three potential fathers, Sky says that he is unsure of what he wants to do about the wedding. Sophie rushes up to Donna and asks her if she will help her prepare for the wedding and she agrees; whilst preparing, they both reminisce about the times before being engaged (Slipping Through My Fingers). Donna, still unaware of Sam's true feelings, and rushing to the hilltop wedding, tells Sam to stop pursuing her because it is too painful when he talks about it (The Winner Takes It All); then Donna runs to the hilltop. Sam is stunned.
During the wedding ceremony, Donna finally mentions the "father" issue, and the secrets begin unraveling: all three potential fathers publicly claim be Sophie's father and agree to happily take a 'third' each, and Harry admits that he is gay. Sophie and Sky decide to postpone the wedding, as Sky wanted all along, and to take a trip around the world together. [6] Sam proposes to Donna, revealing that after falling for her two decades previously, he had to go back to England to break off his engagement. But when he came back to Kalokairi - he found out that she had consoled herself with the other two men. He went home and got married after all. But that was a mistake and he is now divorced. He argues that if they marry right away, the wedding party is not wasted. Donna agrees to marry Sam (I Do, I Do, I Do, I Do, I Do). Sam and Donna celebrate with their newfound family and friends (When All Is Said and Done).
During the after-wedding party, Rosie reveals she is strongly attracted to Bill (Take a Chance on Me) he does not reciprocate at first, but eventually gives in. One issue remains to be resolved: as the crowd dances in the courtyard, the central dolphin mosaic breaks open, in a tremor, and a tall spray rains over the party.
Donna concludes it was Aphrodite, the Greek goddess of love, influencing events all along.[6] The closing scene of the film shows Sophie and Sky sailing to the horizon to begin their life together and see the world ("I Have a Dream").[6]
After the closing scene, there is another of Donna and the Dynamos performing the ABBA song "Dancing Queen" over the credits. Next, the entire cast sings Waterloo the first ABBA hit, together dressed in some of the glittery clothes of the 70s and 80s made trendy largely by the ABBA group themselves. Benny Andersson and Björn Ulvaeus appear in cameo appearances: Andersson depicting a fisherman playing piano during "Dancing Queen", and Ulvaeus and other notable people of the Mamma Mia! production as Greek gods and goddesses in a heavenly setting overlooking the cast's final performance. Finally, Sophie sings Thank You for the Music as the ending credits roll.
Cast
- Meryl Streep as Donna Sheridan, Sophie's mother, owner of the hotel "Villa Donna."[8]
- Amanda Seyfried as Sophie Sheridan, Donna's daughter and Sky's fiancée.[9]
- Julie Walters as Rosie, one of Donna's best friends, an unmarried author who likes to have fun.
- Christine Baranski as Tanya, one of Donna's best friends, a rich three-time divorcée.
- Pierce Brosnan as Sam Carmichael, Sophie's possible dad #1 and an American architect.[10]
- Colin Firth as Harry Bright, Sophie's possible dad #2 and a British banker.
- Stellan Skarsgård as Bill Anderson, Sophie's possible dad #3, a Swedish sailor and travel writer.
- Dominic Cooper as Sky, Sophie's fiancé, designing a website for the hotel.
- Philip Michael as Pepper, Sky's best man who likes Tanya.
- Ashley Lilley as Ali, a close friend of Sophie.
- Rachel McDowall as Lisa, a close friend of Sophie.
- Benny Andersson (cameo) as Piano player during "Dancing Queen"
- Björn Ulvaeus (cameo) as Greek god
- Rita Wilson (cameo) as Greek goddess
- Other production crew members (cameo) as Greek gods and goddesses
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
200 Pounds Beauty
Kang Han-na (Kim Ah-jung) is an overweight phone sex employee and a secret vocalist for Ammy, a famous Korean pop singer who actually lip syncs as she cannot sing. Instead of being famous for her own amazing vocal talent, Han-na hides behind Ammy's performance stage and sings during Ammy's concerts, and records all of Ammy's songs. One day, Ammy ungratefully humiliates her in front of the music company's director Sang-jun (Ju Jin-mo) during his birthday party, knowing full well that Han-na has a crush on him. While crying in the bathroom, Han-na overhears Sang-jun telling Ammy that even though they are just using Han-na for her voice, they must be kind to her so she will not walk out on them. Heartbroken, Han-na attempts suicide but is interrupted by a phone call from one of her phone sex regulars who happens to be a top cosmetic surgeon. She decides to get a head-to-toe makeover instead. The surgeon at first refuses to operate on Han-na, but Han-na threatens to blackmail the surgeon by telling his wife about his calls. Then, Han-na makes a moving speech that she does not want to undergo surgery merely to be beautiful, but for the sake of love and as a boost in confidence, and the surgeon is deeply moved. Han-na puts herself in seclusion for a year as she recovers from the changes.
When she comes back from the hospital, Han-na is incredibly beautiful and slender. No one, not even her best friend, Chung-min, recognizes her. With Chung-min's help, she creates a new identity for herself; she is now a Korean-American from California named Jenny. After auditioning to be Ammy's secret vocalist again, she earns her own recording contract instead from Sang-jun, claiming that she is "all-natural". In the meantime, Ammy, oblivious just like everyone else of Han-na's new identity, desperately tries to find Han-na so that she can record her own postponed album (since she cannot sing the songs herself) by spending time with Hanna's father who is in a hospital with some mental problems, possibly Alzheimer's. Meanwhile, romance begins to blossom between "Jenny" and Sang-Jun, as he continues to promote Jenny, in effect boosting Hanna`s confidence on her new self. However, Ammy, through spending time with Han-na's father and Jenny, eventually realizes that this Jenny is actually Han-na in disguise.
During a date one night, as sparks fly, Jenny supposedly stripped for Sang-Jun in the character of a nurse, through a phone sex session. [not shown on camera, of course] After Jenny has fallen asleep, he sees the African character Jenny had drawn on the glass and realizes it was a sign he had seen before. He remembers that when Han-na still existed and he had not met "Jenny" yet, Han-na had drawn the exact same signs on a sheet of music. Then he adds all of the signs up and realizes as well that "Jenny" is actually Kang Han-na but he keeps this information to himself.
"Jenny's" debut single 'Maria' becomes a hit and the recording company holds a party to celebrate its release. On the day of a party however, Ammy brings "Jenny's" father, in an attempt to blow Han-na's cover. Han-na's father tries to return Han-na's Barbie doll to her, which has always been Han-na's favourite childhood gift from him. Startled by the sudden appearance of her father and not knowing how to react in front of all the people, including Sang-jun, Han-na denies knowing her father and calls him a fan instead when Sang-jun asks her if the old man is her guest. As her father keeps on insisting on giving the doll to Han-na, Sang-jun drags him away from Jenny and accidentally knocks him down onto the floor. Desperate to keep her true identity a secret, Han-na made no move to help her father. It was Chung-min who finally helps him up, casts Jenny a furious look and leads Hanna's father away from the party.
After the party, Sang-jun and 'Jenny' were the only ones left in the room. Sang-jun reveals to 'Jenny' that he knows her true identity but is now cold and distant. He seems to be unable to forgive her for lying to him but says that he will still work to promote 'Jenny' and carry on with her concert scheduled the next day. Han-na breaks down at this point, heartbroken and unable to pretend to be someone else anymore. Han-na tells him that it is incredibly frustrating and painful not being able to be just be herself but have to live a lie, especially in front of him. The surgery that took a whole year to recover from was not nearly as painful as realizing that she still could not be close to Sang-jun. As Sang-jun tries to comfort her, she brushed away his efforts saying, "You broke my heart. Tissue paper cannot fix it."
The day of "Jenny's" first concert, Sang-jun still insisted on continuing Jenny's concert, despite his father's protests. Later, he encourages a distraught Jenny to do this concert, not for the sake of the fans or the company but for herself, thus implying that he has forgiven her and will continue to support her. At the concert, Jenny couldn't sing and later breaks down from the pressure of seeing her father being dragged away by security and tells everybody to stop. She then reveals to the public that Jenny is a "fake," and that she is not "all-natural", as she had claimed, but is "plastic". However, nobody seems to believe her. She proceeds tearfully to tell the large crowd her story: how she has abandoned everything that is dear to her - her best friend and father - to get to where she is. She also tells the crowd about how along the way to fame and fortune she has also lost her own identity and that she now no longer knows who she is. Just then, the screens behind her on the stage started to show a clip of the old, obese Han-na, singing angelically. Han-na turns around and sees her old image and tells the crowd that the image is the real her. The crowd, moved by her sincere confession, responds by chanting "It's okay," and Han-na rekindles her relationships with her father and best friend. She drops the stage name "Jenny" and re-releases a CD with her own name, Hanna, and becomes a highly successful music artist, gaining many anti-fans as well as loyal fans along the way. Sang-jun realizes the very thing about Han-na that had always drawn him to her was Han-na's innocence. However he also realizes that she has moved on and is now content with who she is, that he has lost his chance to be with her, but carries on being her manager as her career goes from strength to strength. (a sort of happy ending, but not a typically cliche' western perfect happy ending)
My SPM Trials Weeks
Had my English that day. Paper 1, hmm, ok.. Can answer quite lot.. Oh, i didn't answer the novel i think. Hahaha.. Paper 2, quite hard la.. Nth much actually.
10 of September, 2008
Had my History paper 2. Lolx.. Is like sooo sooo hard.. History i sure peek others de la.. If didn't, sure get 0%. Zzz.. Hope can pass la.. Got pass then im happy already.
11 of September, 2008
Had my Moral 1st then History paper 1. Hmm.. Kinda easy.. Hahaha.. History is not easy la. But easy to peek others ma. XD Moral?!? Ho!! Need to memories all the nilai. Swt man!
15 of September, 2008
I had my Account paper 1 and 2 today. The night before, i had a dream. I dream that my Account paper 2 is 3 hours and 20 minutes. And its start at 12pm over at 3 something. Thought i no need go for tuition later. Hahaha.. But its only a dream. Lolx.. I was so happy and satisfied with my works. This is the 1st time i do it myself and done 3 question. Usually, i only do 1 question which is document, if i do myself. Hahaha.. Not bad la.. Quite happy with it even though i haven't know my result yet. XD
18 of September, 2008
o.O Science today. Paper 1 and 2. Guess what?!? I done what i know 1st for less than 1 hour. Lolx.. U know what?!? That day, last 2 period is my add math period. And my teacher came in. I thought " Shit! im gonna fail.. I haven't done so much somemore. Fail already la." Then i quickly do others question. Manatau.. when i watch my hand phone, i just going 12pm.. Zzz.. And my paper start at 10.30am. Lolx.. Scare me only.. At last, i managed to do all. except question7. It is about plastic. I didn't read for that topic le.. =.=" but nvm la.. Quite satisfied with it too..
23 of September, 2008
Ekonomi Paper 1 and 2. Guess what?!? I kena write name during i having my paper 2! For what?! For tiru~ing. Actually, i did not. My Economic paper 2 is i own selves do 1. Not tiru 1. But teacher saw me msging. Cause i was trying to send my friends the answer. Haiz.. manatau give teacher saw.. Damm piss that teacher right now.. Thought she was one of the good teacher.. =.=" I mean not good good la. but good.. Whatever la.. Cant do anything right now.. Forget it.! Economic SUCKS!!
24 of September, 2008
Yea!! My favorite paper, Mathematics Paper 1 and 2. We had our paper 1 1st. Before we had our paper. My Economic teacher scolded me and ask my why i was MSG and who is it. Lolx.. i told her, its my bro. Then i told again is friend. Stupid la! I should told her that is my sister from Australia. Then exam started, everythings was ok.. But got 3 question i dunno how to do. And i leave it blank. Went to toilet.. Came back, paper pass up already. Lolx.. Nvm then. Then i compared my answers with my friends, get 2 wrongs again. Total of 5 wrongs. Lolx.. 5 questions wrong out of 40 questions. Haiz.. Compared with the Science Stream students, more questions wrong!! Lolx.. Then Paper 2 at 10.30am. Section A, some know some dunno.. Section B, done all. Not bad. But dunno correct or not. Hopefully i can get A2 or B3.
25 of September, 2008
Tomorrow, Add Maths Paper 1 and 2. Lolx.. Hope i can pass la. Got pass then I'm enough, happy. Didn't hope much, just hope i pass it for the 1st time..
Monday, September 8, 2008
Trial - Day One
Today is my 1st day of trial.. As usually, Bahasa Melayu is always the 1st paper.. Yea yea.. I know. There is always BM BM BM and.. BM!! Things in Malaysia are mostly in BM. Man.. I HATE BM!!!! I will never like Bahasa Melayu.. Argh.. Why must they all in BM? And cant i just drop my BM paper?!? Why there is a must to take le?!? BM fail means all fail.. What the fu..?!? =.=" Its not FAIR!!!!!!!!! It is good if we can choose what subject we want to take for SPM.. Sure it will drop BM, History, and Add Math.. Hate those subjects..
Whatever..! This doesnt make any different.. Whether u like or dont like also have to shut up and take it to urself.. =.="
So today's paper.. Hmmm.. not bad la. The 1st time i answer so much question.. XD When start BM paper 2, I write the rumusan 1st. Then answer the Soalan 2a. Then my add math teacher came in. Her period is the last 2 period. I was like "Oh S**t!! Its 12pm now.. Im gonna pass it blank if i didnt do it quick.!"Then i do it so quickly and my writing was so ugly.. Then hand pain lo. Write so many and so fast. So i rest la. Then i took out my phone see what's the time now.. Zzzz.... Guess what?!? I do until Soalan 3c already and the time is only 11.56pm!! OMG! Kena Tipu!!!! =.="Lolx.. I dont know about the peribahasa la.. Tak faham le.. Haiz.. Others? Okok la.. Boleh tahan.. Hope i can achieve more than the score i mention on the earlier post.. Actually, i didnt hope much la. Just hope that i pass my BM.. If didnt pass, my mum is going to kill me.. Cause BM fail all fail.. Argh.. ALL FAIL!!! How can!!?!
Ok.. Now is 9.50pm.. I wanna continue on my studies.. Have English paper tomorrow. Good night! Wish Myself Good Luck!! :-)
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Marquis
Today is Independence Day for Malaysian.. But for me is nothing special.. Doing nothing on that day.. Except studying.. Zzz.. Trial soon la.. What to do?!? Study only lo..
At 6pm, brother came back to pick me to The Curve. When we reach there, we quickly went to the Pet Safari to see him. Lolx.. When i 1st see him, I like it.. He is so cute! Like a polar bear.. So white somemore.. Fur also damm nice.. XD We bought him dog biscuits, towels, toys, ball, comb, chewing bones.. He is damm small.. like a 15cm ruler so long only.. Hahaha..
http://www.dogster.com/dogs/868897
With 2 other family members,
Casper: http://www.dogster.com/dogs/516174
Moonie: http://www.dogster.com/dogs/638193
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Stressful Message
If you achieve more than what is stated below, i'll buy you a gift. This is a promise.
Economics = > 60
Malay = > 50
English = > 80
History = > 50
Moral = > 70
Science = > 60
Account = > 70
Math = > 80
Add math = > 40
Lolx.. i will try my best la.. So easy meh? Can die le.. Next week trial lo.. How?!? What i can do is only try my best.. Hope i can achieve the result like above.. Stress le..!! :-) But still i will try my best..
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
A Mother's Touch
To discipline the situation, always a risk to take.
I may get so angry, and yell so loud...
Wanting her to be a good girl, make me proud.
So young in age, though older in mind...
The biggest part of her so loving gentle and kind.
I want her to have a good future, really succeed.
Working long hours, hard to give her the attention she does need.
One day in her future she will know my love is true.
All the sacrifices will be seen, as with her little girl, wondering what to do.
I look at her so pretty it frightens me, the best reward is molding her into the person she will be.
I see her changing right before my eyes, nervous for I get only so many tries.
Remember friendship will develop later as she’s an adult.
After she’s lived life and knows the way it felt.
I will get her ready for life that can hurt so much
Then and only then...
She will be thankful I guided her with a mothers touch.
Forgiveness
A smile on my face is definitely my personal wealth
I lived too long holding a grudge
And found out if I wanted it to end
I had to budge
So I extended the olive branch and it was received
In fact it was easier than I perceived
Sometimes forgiveness starts in your heart and winds up on your lips
This was my experience and now I give you these tips
Please don't wait as long as I did because the benefits definitely outweigh the risk
Forgiveness is the short cut to a big fix
A Mother's Love
Taking chances on ones little life to make sure they are safe and sound.
A mother's love is for her child no matter how near or far they are from each other.
A mother's love is doing everything to make sure her child's life is safe from harm.
A mother's love is taking the risk of losing her own life to make sure her child can live out theirs.
A mother's love is unconditional no matter what the child does.
A mother's love is always there pure and true.
A mother's love is there forever.
To my daughter, who has been behind me through out this deployment.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Dad
When i tell grandma about it.. I said dont want eat dont eat la.. No need act like that 1. Bo song me say out loud la.. No need put that kind of face.. Damn piss man.. U know what my grandma said?!? Nevermind la.. He is ur dad what.. Dont treat him like that.. Damnit la.. So what?? Not like i treat him like that 1st. He do it 1st ok?????
Friday, August 15, 2008
Driving License
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
PLKN
RM0.20 PLKN: Maaf! 91010610xxxx tidak terpilih menyertai PLKN Siri 6/2009. Jika berminat, sila hubungi Jabatan di talian 03-26873400. Terima Kasih.
Lolx.. They should have say Taniah! 91010610xxxx tidak terpilih menyertai PLKN Siri6/2009. XD And who so stupid man??!? Who wanna call them? Hahaha..
Luckily, I didnt kena.. If i kena, die la i.. XD Imaging no computer, no tv, no handphone, no aircorn, no games, and no nice food~~ Wah.. Want my life?! =.="
Friendship
FREINDSHIP MEANS BEIN' THERE JUST TO BE THERE.
FRIENDSHIP MEANS LISTENIN' AND NOT ASKIN' QUESTIONS.
FRIENDSHIP MEANS LENDIN' YOUR SHOULDER FOR SOMEONE TO CRY ON.
FRIENDSHIP MEANS BEIN’ COMFORTABLE AROUND EACH OTHER IN SILENCE.
FRIENDSHIP MEANS BEIN’ ABLE TO TELL EACH OTHER ANYTHING AND UNDERSTANDIN’ WITHOUT QUESTIONS.
FRIENDSHIP MEANS BEIN’ HONEST WIT EACH OTHER NO MATTER WHAT THE COST.
FRINDSHIP MEANS STAYIN’ UP ALL NIGHT AND TALKIN’ ABOUT NUTHIN’.
FRIENDSHIP MEANS BEIN’ ABLE TO SAY I LOVE YOU!
FRIENDSHIP MEANS FORGIVIN’ EACH OTHER NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE.
FRIENDSHIP MEANS LEARNIN’ FROM EACH OTHERS MISTAKES.
FRIENDSHIP MEANS ME & YOU.
THIS IS THE WAY I LOOK AT YOU, MY FRIEND, AND I LOVE YOU!!
What Is A Friend
A good friend is someone
who care about you
they are someone who will be
there when you're down
A good friend is someone
who's willing to help you
when you are in a little trouble
that's hard to get out
A good friend is someone
who you can talk to
and trust with your problems
in not telling anyone else
A good friend is someone
who will come and stop
you from taking your life
and sit down to show you
all of the good things
to live for
That's What A Good Friend Is
What happen?!?
Friends, what happen to us?? to all of us?? Hope that u all would come and tell me if i did anything wrong or say anything wrong.. Please tell me.. ok? I will listen.. I swear i will.. Please dont be so cold to me.. I dont like this feeling.. I dont like friendship to end up like that.. And i'm sorry for what i have done if i did anything..
Friday, August 8, 2008
21
MIT student Ben Campbell is accepted into Harvard Medical School, but he cannot afford the $300,000 costs. He is interviewed as a potential candidate for the prestigious Robinson Scholarship, which will pay for all his school-related expenses. Despite boasting stats such as a 1590 SAT score, 44 MCAT score, and a 4.0 GPA at MIT, Ben is told that competition for the scholarship is very fierce. Ben is urged to write an essay which will make him stand out; in other words, an essay which will "dazzle" the recruiter.
During an advanced math class, professor Micky Rosa challenges Campbell with a three door variable change problem, which Campbell solves successfully. Rosa invites Campbell to join his blackjack team led by Rosa, which consists of young men Choi and Fisher, and women Jill and Kianna. The system involves card counting, and the team is split into two groups: The "spotters", who play the minimum bet, keeping track of the count, and sending secret signals; and the "big players", who place large bets whenever the count at a table is favorable. Campbell is reluctant, but eventually joins the team, telling Rosa he is only doing so until he can pay for school. After weeks of intensive training, Ben is given a test at an underground casino, which he passes, and he is assigned as a big player.
Rosa takes the team to Las Vegas where Campbell begins to realize the joys of a new lifestyle. Campbell's performance impresses Rosa, but eventually provokes jealousy in teammate Fisher. One evening, a drunken Fisher sits at Ben's table and starts talking about the "retard" in Rain Man, who won by counting cards. He then incites a melee when he spills a drink on another player at the table. Rosa kicks Fisher off the team and sends him home. All the while, security chief Cole Williams monitors the blackjack team; particularly Campbell. Campbell, meanwhile, falls for Jill, culminating in the pair sleeping together in Vegas.
Back at MIT, Campbell, distracted by the blackjack, botches his part of his project with his friends for the 2.09 competition. His friends angrily tell him that they will do the project themselves, with Campbell feeling that the project is not important anymore. On the next trip to Vegas, Campbell is distracted and continues playing even after he is signaled to walk away. An angry Rosa storms out on the group, promising that Campbell will reimburse him for the $200,000 loss. Campbell and his three remaining teammates bankroll the rest of their money, and agree to go into business for themselves. Williams finds and apprehends Campbell and takes him to a secluded basement and beats him. He lets Campbell go with a dire warning.
Campbell returns to MIT, only to find a letter noting that he has been given an incomplete for Rosa's class and won't graduate, and that his winnings have been stolen from his dorm room. Ben suspects that Campbell is the thief, but cannot prove anything, so he makes Rosa an offer: He and the team will hit Vegas for one big score before the facial recognition software, as long as Rosa joins the team. He agrees.
Disguised, the team returns to the Planet Hollywood. They rake in over $640,000 before Williams finds them and gives chase. The team members quickly bag their chips and then flee through the casino. During the chase, Campbell and Rosa split up, with Rosa taking the bag of chips. Rosa escapes, but finds his bag is full of chocolate coins, and his limo is being driven by the casino manager.
It is revealed that Williams made a deal with Campbell; he would let Campbell come to Vegas for one last night to make a lot of money in exchange for Rosa. However, Williams confronts Campbell on his way out, and demands the bag of chips at the threat of a gun. The story closes with Campbell recounting the tale to the scholarship judge, who looks back at him in disbelief.
Cast
- Jim Sturgess as Ben Campbell
- Kevin Spacey as Prof. Mickey Rosa
- Kate Bosworth as Jill Taylor
- Aaron Yoo as Choi
- Liza Lapira as Kianna
- Jacob Pitts as Jimmy Fisher
- Laurence Fishburne as Cole Williams
- Jack McGee as Terry
- Josh Gad as Miles Connoly
- Sam Golzari as Cam
- Helen Carey as Ellen Campbell
- Jack Gilpin as Bob Phillips
- Donna Lows as Planet Hollywood Dealer #1
- Butch Williams as Planet Hollywood Dealer #2
- Jeff Ma (as Jeffrey Ma) as Planet Hollywood Dealer Jeff
- Frank Patton as Planet Hollywood Floor Manager
- Steven Richard Vezina as Red Rock Dealer #1
- Chaska T. Werner as Red Rock Dealer #2
- Kyle Morris (as Kyle D. Morris) as Red Rock Dealer #3
- Frank DeAngelo as Red Rock Host
- Marcus Weiss as Red Rock Valet
- Anthony DiMaria as Hard Rock Doorman
This is the third film in which Spacey and Bosworth have starred together. The first was Beyond the Sea, which Spacey directed, and the second was Superman Returns. The two will again star together in the Superman Returns sequel Superman: The Man of Steel. This is also the second film that Bosworth and director Luketic have made together, the first being Win a Date with Tad Hamilton!.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
FFKer..
7 of August 2008. Cloudy.
This happen during the last 2 period of our school time.. This last 2 period is math subject but teacher absent. So got no teacher in class. Then we plan to call Eva.. Cause she had been telling me that she coming to school but everyday also FFK me... =.=" She's a FFKer. Betahann.. When she lies or when she telling the truth i also dunno.. So i called her hp. No one answer... Never mind. Call her mother lo... What to do? Everytime also like that 1. Call her say dun have. Message her say didn't receive. Sweat la... One time, two times, ok la. I believe la... Now is already countless le... Still using these same tricks...
Her mum answer and she passed to Eva. So I ask her why u didn't come today which u had promise me that u will be coming. And she replied said, “yesterday I 9pm sleep already, but today also cant wake. Very tired la... "Some more said that she at night did not sleep. I was wondering what is she doing in the night?!?
I also ask her about her bf... Like” when he going Singapore?"” when he coming back?", “do they still contact?", “not going out with him?". And she answered, “He went already. Every Friday will come back. Still contact. Not going out with him even he comes back on Friday." Oh! Also I ask her about her dad's health...
Lin Yun asked me to asked her, “why she tak reply her message". She said tak receive wor.. I also bluff her that no one came today.. All ffker me especially her... Who promise me to come but did not... lolx.. And we chat until school over, 1.05pm.
Before I called her or her mum... Xuan got ask Sivanes about her boyfriend. Like is his house a bunglo, got how many cars, using what cars, got BMW or not, got sport car or not, is he a science stream student... All are fake!! No bunglo but double storey house. 1 car. Grey Kenari. No BMW. No Sport Cars. No limited car. Not a science stream student. Did not take add math. Did not take chemi, bio and fizik.. =.=" Obviously she is tell the fake things.. Why?? Don’t understand
She said going school tomorrow.. Hopefully she really got go.. I wanna see what Arul going to said. XD
(Did not post last night cause too tired.. tertidur already. Hahaha..)
Guess what?!? She did not come today.. Lolx.. Even i call her she also didnt answer.. Message her also didnt reply.. =.=" Haiz.. sienz la.. Tired to talk to her already la.. Malas.. Everyday promise us will come. End up she didnt show up.. -.-"
"Michael"
Wakakak.. Lin Yun write in her blog about M damn funny le. Cant stop laughing la.. Hahaha... Swt man.. Going out with her really can die 1.. She will make u so embarrassing.. Like when we were eating pizza. Each of us supposes to eat 2 pieces of pizza. Lin yun ate 2. And also ate 2 even thought i was so full at that time.. I still trying to finish up my pizzas.. But she just ate 1.. Another 1, she said wanna tapao..Lolx.. Just left 1 last pizza la. Like that also wanna tapao.. =.=" So embarrassing man.. So nvm.. Lin yun offered that she help her eat half of it lo.. To avoid for her to do it again ma.. Manatau.. Left so little only. She also said wanna tapao.. S**t man..! You dun wan face i also wan my face ar!! U embarrassed urself never mind. But not us, ok? Lolx..
Shadow Of Life
drowning endlessly by a single tear
running along side of self-discovery
fearing the loss of self- recovery
parts of mind going unknown
dangerous sides going unshown
one day you will eventually die
so today make everything right
Life
To live and to love.
To cherish the ones in our lives.
And never let them get hurt.......
Safety is a priority
But danger is an outcome.
Why is it, that we work so very hard?
For something that will still happen
in the end........
Should we care about our lives,
Or sit and waste it away.
"It doesn't matter, were all gonna
die someday!"
These words fill our heads
With sad confusion. Theres no end
We get lost with the love
We want to have.
There is no conclusion to all
this pain.
But an answer that comes
Just the same.
The negative side seems to win,
But the positive side seems to
Glow.
We are who we choose to be,
So be careful who you choose.
Love everyday like there is no
Tomorrow....
And give to others the joy of life
So no one will hurt.
Love, And love will love you back.
Open your arms to life
And life will hug you back!
Don't be scared!
Life is still a one time thing!
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
The Day and Night In Bayu..
Ok.. Just coming back from the new tuition which LY introduces me to go.. Hmm.. what can i say?? The tuition not bad la.. Hahaha.. Quite fun.. Althought the guys making alot of noise but it is better.. Better than my old account tuition.. The class was so soo quite, bored le.. Can die.. Can sleep.. Somemore almost all Indians. But this not same, even thought is noisy, i still wanna learn..what teacher teach. It's fun la.. If the old tuition, i will be sleeping and dunno what teacher teaching already. Hahaha.. Could you imagine how boring is that?? XD
Before that, I went to another tuition, add math tuition in Alpha Zone, Bayu. It starts from 3pm to 5pm. And after that, me and Siu Chern wanna go do account revision at Red Oven. It is along my Add math tuition.. And suddenly, M said wanna follow us go.. Sweat man..! So she asked her mum, cant she go or not. Lolx.. her mum didnt trust her la.. Her mum even need to talk to me 1st before she can let her came with us.. =.=" See la.. Do so much lies and u lost ur parent's trust.. Haiz..
Ok.. whatever la.. And so she followed us.. Reach there. Order some drinks and snacks. Also bought pisang goreng before we came to Red Oven. Then! We was actually wanna study but she was keep chit chatting with us.. Noise la.. Cant concentrate la.. So end up i stop my work and eat only and Siu Chern just copying.. =.=" *wasting my time* So she was talking about her story!! Ok la.. I got some news about it la.. so?? Zzz..
Nevermind. Then she followed to Seri Jaya for account. She actually stop the tuition already.. But she go there just wanna see her bf.. =.=" So when we reach there, she said dun wan go up 1st. wana give her bf some surprise. Lolx.. What surprise u want to give him?? Nothing surprise also.. =.=" I think she is scare to the his Brothaaxxx la. Say surprise! scare say scare la.. So we went to pizza to wait for LY. I ACTUALLY WANNA GO UP RIGHT LY 1!!! But she kacau la.. So we wait LY in pizza lo. She came find us then.. And suddenly M starts to be so close with me.. Lying on my shoulder la.. Ermm.. sit near to me la.. Trying to hold my hands la.. Wanna share food with me la.. Yew!! Damm geli la.. Yuck!! Somemore said im her lao gong la.. Please la..! At night when sleeping, i will have NIGHTMARE man!! =.=" Oh ya, forget to mention that she suddenly become so nice wanna help me take books. lolx..
At that time, i was so full because i had my pisang goreng earlier in Red Oven. So i ate alittle bit. I was so full and was trying to finish up my food. But suddenly, M took up her hand and tie her hair! Lolx.. I CANT BREATHE MAN!!! HELP!!!!! HELP!!!!!! Wah! feel like dying soon.. Could anyone save me?? Hahaha..
After pizza, we still had some time before tuition at 8.30pm. So we went to nearby book store, VC Book Store. The shop was 2 bloks away and we pass by mamak which the lassallian guys were lepak~ing there. From behind, i look at M. She was like dun want see them like that.. Keep seeing floor only. Hahaha.. So I bought 2 long exercise books. 1 for my add math tuition and 1 for my new account tuition. And LY bought liquid.. What's M doing? Messaging lo..
And then we went to 7-11, bought nothing. Went bakery shop, bought nothing also. Lastly, went Farmasi which is below Seri Jaya. Thought of wanna buy some sweets. But before we could step in.. LY realise that her bottle was missing.. So i and her went back all the shop which we went in before. And M went up to tuition class.. When we was walking into shop by shop, she already keep saying that she stomach pain wanna go up class.. I think is her bf was in upstairs so she wanna go up 1st.. Hahaha.. Back to LY, her bottle was left in the VC Book Store.. Hahaha.. Luckily no one took it.. I think if someone does, she will be crying.. XD no la. Maybe angry la. Hahaha..
Class going start soon. So we went back to the Farmasi to buy some sweets. And went up to tuition lo. M was so quite the whole night.. Nothing to say.. Hahaha..
Today teacher teach Syarikat Berhad. Hmm.. not bad la. I can understand la.. I will continue the tuition lo.. Only got 3 months to go.. Nevermind la. Tahan a bit.. Tired ma tired lo. What to do?? :-)
LY, thanks for your recommendation.. I enjoy joining this class.. Hahaha.. And sorry for asking her to come today.. Hehehe.. Hey, do you think that M and Eva are the same?? They were like messaging the whole day.. Hahaha...
Its 12.30am now. Going off soon. Was so tired.. And tomorrow have 4 tuitions to go from 2pm to 10pm.. Trying to sleep earlier.. Hahaha.. Good Night. Bye~~
Dont Know..
Dont know wan say what also..
Dont know wan do what..
Dont know do what best!
All i also DONT KNOW!!!
A Friend Who Had Not Coming To School For Days!
Today before school over, we had our history period. Arul, who is our history teacher..and who also is our class teacher, asked us, " What happened to Eva? Why had she not coming to school for so long..? Is been ponteng school? Or is she ponteng with Loon Heng??" Loon Heng is a guy from our class who is also did not come to school for dayss. And also teacher asked us that is she really got dengue, fever or her relative had passed away in Pahang.. He also mention that she gave the MC letters to teacher are fake.. Is alasan wor..
So after school over, i sit bus go home.. In the bus, i call Eva. She sound like very sick.. or maybe she just wake up. I dunno la.. I heard her voice like sore throat like that.. Not sure.. So i asked her, "are u really coming to school tomorrow?" And she said, " ya. tomorrow i will be coming." I asked, " sure come?" She answer, "SURE". And i asked her, " How is her dad's medical report?" And she told me that her dad was admitted to hospital. And also i asked, " Why you are not coming to school this few days?" and she replied, "cause Monday night i was with mum staying in the hospital to take care of his dad." So the second day, which mean is Tuesday, her mum ask her bro to fetch her back home.. She said she was tired.. And so today (Wednesday) she cant wake up to go school.. Ermm.. swt la.. She had not coming to school for days and days.. Week pass by week... Dunno true or not also... Hopefully, she tomorrow will come. I wanna see what Arul going to ask and what she going to answer... Lastly, of cause I did not tell what Arul asked us or said la.. She got ask me, "did Arul said anything?" I said No.. Hahaha.. So fake right?? Sure got la.. XD
Ok la.. Now is 2.13pm. Going off. Wanna prepare to go tuition already.. Bye~~
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
TimeTable
- Account (L) 2.30pm to 5.30pm
Tues
- BI 4pm to 5.30pm
Wed
- Add Math 3pm to 5pm,
- Account (B) 8.30pm to 10pm
Thurs
- Science 2pm to 3.30pm,
-Math 3.30pm to 5pm,
- BM 5pm to 6.30pm,
- Account (L) 7pm to 10pm
=.=" Can die le.. Especially Thursday.. Got no rest.. Morning school, after school tuition whole day.. Arghhh...
New Tuition..Why?!?
Ok.. I going new tuition tmr.. What tuition? Account lo.. A friend of mine introduces me to go there.. Who it is?? of coz is LY la.. If not "Michael" meh? Hahaha.. Tell u what? I havent prepare le.. Dun have any bookss.. XD Forget buy book today.. Hehehe.. And of coz! Before tuition, me and LY going PIZZA!! Actually i dunno la.. Not sure yet.. Hopefully got go la..
Actually I already got account tuition.. Is on monday.. Why i need to go LY there tuition again le?? Because the teacher teach damm SLOW~~! Now AUGUST already, he only teach Perkongsian.. swt la.. 3 more months going to SPM le.. Somemore got a few chapter havent teach.. Now only want go fast.. He ask us to go on monday and thurday.. =.=" Want me die meh? Thursday i got damm lot tuition le.. If im going for the thursday class, i will be dying. Cause i will be tuitioning the whole day.. Arghh.. He should have go on earlier.. Not wait until now..
Lagi his class, sienzz la.. See his face also can fall asleep.. =.=" Really! His face look so sleepy even thought he's not! Hahaha.. Since he teach so slow.. What can i do? Go another tuition lo.. I heard LY said that her teacher will teach any chapter u want to learn.. This will be faster.. Hopefully within this 3 months will complete all la.. If not, i die la. Hahaha..
Hey, LY. If u are reading this.. I got a question wanna ask u. Tmr we are going pizza, mamak or pasar malam?? Hahaha.. Thinking of food~~~ now.. XD
Cant Get You Out Of My Head
The sun is shining the sky is blue
And all I do is sit and think.....
Only about you without a blink
The days pass and the nights yearn
From all that has happened I wish I could learn
That life isn't always what you desire
It leaves you lost in flames of fire
You see your day and see it through
Knowing what I'm writing is all so true
You ignore the meaning of all of this
Thinking that I’m being childish
I've tried to ignore I've tried to forget
But all I see is the first time we met
I don't know why this happened to me
Maybe it's a dream, pinch me and see
All I request is a closing chapter
Meet me for 5 don't let me wonder
All I want is for you to reflect on
Whether I lie and this is for fun
Hopefully you'll find the answer is no
That this for me isn't a show
Don't forget the moments we had
The day you left I was sad
Sorry For Everything
some people say its just from being a teen.
sorry for calling you this and that, and being mean when you were up to bat.
sorry for making you cry from all the stress,
I really do think that you guys are the best.
I really mean when I say I’ll change for you,
even though I say that a lot too.
I feel really dumb for being mean to my best friend,
I’ve been mean to you since I was like 10.
I never though I would loose you,
and I just want to say I’m sorry from the bottom of my heart
Sorry..
A friend of mine.. took my hp.. I know she was just playing with me.. But my message was opened.. Im sorry, SF. I didnt not do it by purposely. I didnt mean to be fierce.. is just that i too nervous.. Dunno what to do.. Sorry.. Plus, the person who send me the message ask me not to let anyone know.. At that time, i just scare that u will see it. I also dunno that should i tell anyone about it or not.. Not that i dun wan tell you or dun let u see..
SF, sorry. It been 1 weeks that u didnt talk to me.. Very hard le. Cannot tahan la.. I dont want we become like that.. Sorry k?
Lastly, hope u will forgive me..
Monday, July 28, 2008
Lawatan Sekolah
Ok.. Lets start with early in the morning when i wake up. Hmm.. What time i wake that day? Didnt really remember.. I think i wake at 5.50am.. 1st, wash my hair, bath, brush teeth, bla bla bla..and took my bag which i pack last night. 2nd, came down.. Prepare water, dry my hair.. Then at 6.50am, bus came.. Went in. Lin Yun asked me to bring my sej nota to pass up. But end up i forgot, only thought of going chocolate factory.. Hahaha..
As usually, 7.15am like that reach school.. Then assembly lo.. The teachers bla bla bla.. dunno say what also. XD Did not listening to the teachers.. XD After that, Me, Lin Yun, Ying Ying and Xuan gather together. Waiting for bus to go.. While gathering, Xuan and Lin Yun went to pass up their sej nota.. me?? Didnt bring lo.. Told you ma.. Hahaha..
Soon, 8am already. We went outside of the school and went in the bus which park near the rubbish room.. Swt la. In front got so many space dont want park.. Die die also want park near the rubbish room.. Yuck!! =.=" Cant breath man!! hahaha.. We quickly went in the bus.. Where we sit?? We sit the 1st four sit which nearer to the door.. This is my decision la.. Why?? Cause behind all already full.. Dont have four sit ma.. So sit infront lo.. Infront ok what..
(This is one of the pic we snap)
After we bought the chocolate, we went back to klang town.. To school actually. Haha.. And I was sleeping all the way until school.. with others..
*Bye*